Thursday, November 24, 2011, 11/24/2011 10:12:00 PM
I took a few steps backward. I could not make out the actual feeling that one has.
Often had i said it takes two to clap and things need to be done in vice versa.
Normally people think i am being ridiculous with my course of actions but have they thought about their lilttle actions that might be causing this? I do not like to be force into telling the things that i felt low about and etc, but i gave in. I often try to be as very understanding in any aspect of matters but what i had just realised was a limitation to myself. A technology over myself. Beat me dead down! Half a day gone and i gotten what i had been waiting. Comes a new day i see myself to be waiting again. How many times must the wait be there until anyone can see that it does no good. It brings out anxiousty in one, it worry us,it give us any kind of feeling that one can feel. But the point is, knowing a technology can make some happy, i felt embarassed of myself. A human with many crazy feelings easily got beaten down by a thing. I feel ashamed and small as i cant give a happiness that a technology can gives. It brought me down real hard. But yet again i am looking into every espect and try not to find faults with.
I am not sure but i am best to leave alone.
