poe wannabe.

Monday, August 23, 2010, 8/23/2010 03:19:00 PM

As I was puffing away and at the same time walking in circles in the kitchen, I tried to put all my thoughts into one piece. The more I tried to analyze them, the more wisdom of thoughts flowing in my mind. It was like; you're fixing a jigsaw puzzle & out of nowhere, tonnes of other pieces threw at you to make it complete. I knew I got to hands on it, as to not lose those information that I had in my mind. Instantly, I switched on my computer again & the next thing I knew, I was blogging.

Things had been pretty much 'lovely' lately. Some, might be thinking i am just an idiot whose refuses to see certain things, but i will just stick to the part where i was pushed away to see things beneath its coldness.

Sometimes it doesn't paid to be the hero, and before things gets out of its way.

The rain had been so hard on me, it poured so much and to a certain extend it hurts when it touches my skin. I am not sure why but maybe I just couldn't bear myself to wear a raincoat.

I have an umbrella, a torn umbrella. Don't get me wrong, I am not stupid but I just prefer the torn ones, it can still be fix. I want to get it fix badly because a simple fix on it will make me dry.

All i see is some beautiful disaster, and I am hoping it wont go wrong because that's the last thing i want it to happen.

B, forgive me for my wrongdoings for these few days & forgive me too for not being able to see the same as you.

"Better to ask for forgiveness than permission."

& sometimes i just rather you explain it to me than to be in this way...