poe wannabe.

Friday, June 11, 2010, 6/11/2010 03:44:00 AM

Just as i ponder about love, it kind of creeps me now but it is not something that i am regretting it or anything like that. To see some having a huge major breakup and then the next moment later they are attached with someone else. If one promises to stand by your side as they both love each other then what happen to the promises that both vowed?

Do we just throw them aside once we found someone new or we try to make a full use out of it even there is no string attach?

It ponders me, what do others see in love, is it based on the countless of sex that one had, or to find the "rebound" as quickly as possible or to actually understand one when the other party is in mess and with that both are trying to pull everything back together?

And as for myself, i do not find myself to say those three mutherfucking words easily.

I mean, i can say it whenever i want to but it is matter of fact if those words were true.

I may not understand what love is or can define what is love but i will give my all to you if i am ever in love.

I can not deny that i am in love right now, hugely in love.

But I will never be selfish to love.

To love is something and to be love is everything.

If i am ever to be love, i am grateful but i will never hesitate to stop it if ever things were to be messy or the situation demands it. I am not someone who is selfish enough to hold you back just to gain my happiness.

My happiness plays a big part in yours.

I may react as if it is not a huge deal but if one ever wonder, it does.

Love is just not about those feelings i have for you, but it is something that i am/will willing to sacrifice for the trade of your happiness.

Some says, "A hungry man is an angry man."

and for me, "Your happiness is my love".

A possession is not something i want, but for you to stay in my life for a long time is a need.

We may not see each other that much, but a seconds with you is something i cherish most.

Do not take it as if this is a negative approach, i am telling you because i love you.

You are a part of my life even if you refuses to see it.

I have a huge need for us, but your smiles/laughters/happiness is just something i wish to own it because that is the reason why i am in love with you.

It is just you, you that i am in love with.

With that, i shall rest my case tonight and because i love you.