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Sunday, April 19, 2009, 4/19/2009 01:25:00 AM
things hasnt been that great for the past few days. im sick since friday. but i dont look sick,i know..hehs
and for once i put my ego aside and to let everything out. i am really going to treasure and appreciate those moments. dont worry about me,i'll be fine.
you see,life is pretty much fuck up. but still,i am enjoying life to the fullest. its never about i am running or giving up in life,if you were to walk aimlessly and blindly in life forward and not just opening up your eyes you'll get sick and tired of life.you feel like giving up. im moving forward and having all the fun that i can have,but yet at the same time im working things out in life slowly. maybe no one can see what actually im really up to,but if you were to observe closely you'll understand.=)
i dont expect anyone in my life to be perfect,because i know no one can ever be perfect. everyone makes mistakes in life,be it consciously or unconsciously. and its never about you not knowing actions you need to do in life. there's always options in life to choose and if you're lost,find a way to know the route back. never let yourself astray from it too long.
and when it seems to be and when it seems not. you see,we human beings really take things for granted. when the person that cares,loves you most in the world is there for you,we tend not to treasure and appreciate them. and wait,im not referring only those whose in relationship.=) but seriously,when shits,and i mean bad shits happens in life you start asking yourself alot of question,what went wrong,why it happened etc. honestly,its no use crying over a spilled milk.
always and always treasure and appreciate those who loves you,and again its never about those couples.
to you,i seriously hope you dont make the same mistakes as what "he" did to her. people often make promises between one another,but yet again it can eitehr be an empty promises or u might just break it. i just hope you're not totally lost finding your answers. she's waiting for you,dont make her dissapointed alright? it feels like you're not the same as we both know in the past. i just hope,whatever made you astray from now,just be back to her quickly. she doesnt wants to lose another brother.
anyways,had dance practice earlier on at underground. venue was changed. and i saw Old Man practice for their performance? oh melvin was there too. and and,we decided not add any songs as the girls couldnt get everything fast,and we're sticking to the old routine. hehs.