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im sorry.
yes,we have just settle and came back as peace another one came up.
im sorry.
i dont mean to.
i have no intention of perking up n scold you.
if you were in my position now,you will know how ihv been feeling and thinking.
its never about the question if its fair enough or anything.
but the question is on how we both understand each other feelings and sharing everything out to each other.

you said your piece,and i heard it willingly.
i heard it because i want to,and not because you want me to.
i have never told you about how i feel truthfully about that person.
i wished i never did have those feelings.
but yes,insubstantial,apprehensive,demented were exactly the feelings that ihv been keeping from you.

i told you the truth,
but i guess the truth were too much to handle for the both of us.
yes,im at fault.
im sorry.
and no,i have no intention or thinking to leave you or anything like that.
im just despondent that you cant seem to fathom myself just like the way i fathom you the way you wanted it to be.
its not that you dont apprehend myself,but you just have the tendency not to outlook on situations.

but i guess,you made your point and so do i.
its up to you now.
no,its up to the both of us.
im just an asshole who always make you feels sad and because of me,
you have been crying alot.
im sorry that you have been crying alot because of me.
im sorry that you have to put up with all my nonsense all this while.
im just an asshole.
i dont think im worth your love anymore.
it just break my heart seeing you treating me this way.

but its alright.
i guess,this asshole have to learn the hard way.
and since you want the reason badly.

i have never fancy that chap or shall i say your friend!
i have never ever!
i hate that friend of yours.
i hate you going out with that friend of yours alot.
i hate it that you dont seem to apprehend because of that friend of yours.
i hate this feeling.
i hate whenever i told you the truth yet you kept on doing it.
i hate what that friend of yours did.
i hate that friend of yours.
i hate it when you talk to that friend of yours beside the norm thingy.
i hate it when i get to know that your accompanying that friend of yours tomorrow and not accompanying me today
i hate to have this feeling.

and never say that im not an apprehending person.i am.
but that friend of yours made me to have this feelings.

im seriously sorry.
i am.
and you know what.
this are the reasons.
and im telling you now not beause i want to make you happy,
but because i want to.
and hey,its never your fault alright.
dont say its your fault.
its our fault.


im sorry=(=(