poe wannabe.

Saturday, December 6, 2008, 12/06/2008 01:12:00 AM

anna accompanied me on thursday to outram for....

met her at10am at khatib mrt.
well,everything went smoothly.
and yes,just as i thought,the question popped out.
and yes,i was dumbstruck.
i nearly had a breakdown because of that.

but hell yeah.
a decision had to be made.
and i made a decision with the help of my i/o.
well,i didnt wanted to pursue this matter for some reasons.
but the outcome is still not out yet.
have to wait for the upper management to have the final say.
and yeah.i got back my handphone back.
hahahah.
well, a hideous phone to be precise.
ahahah.
well,you can blame me,i had it since 3 or 2years ago.
lol.

so,while checking out that phone back.
i realised that were so many memories inside it.
and i mean so many!!.

one of it,its about ma ex.
the ex that i really love and care alot.
well,that ex of mine was my true love.

" I don't mean to hurt you or your feelings. you're one of a kind, you got a great heart my friend. remember that always. ..... and all i wish for now is that i hope that someone else will come into your life and love you more than i do.whatever happens with your life, just hold on k.."

"......Im sorry.. i wish you all the best with your life.promise me that you ill take care of that someone when you have found one k..."

and this was the exact words that ex of mine messaged me during the last day we were together.
but there was more,but it was more to myself.

and i hope you are reading this.
yes,i understand the position you were in that point of time how much you really love me but had to let go of me.i know,after the breakup there was some times,when i was being a jerk towards you.and im truly sorry for that.tho' we werent long with each other,but it was something that i really treasure.and reading back the messages we had before we both broke up,was just a memories that i cherised alot.and yes,i am still holding onto my life,im not letting it go.
i have never forget that phrase.just so you know,i am still holding onto the promise.
i am taking care of that someone and loving that someone,and dont you worry=).and yes,we are still friends right?
and you cnat imagine how proud am i seeing you leading and becoming one FANTASTIC graphic designer.ihv told you,you will suceed,and im proud of you!all the best with your website and future.
and,dont let go of that someone now will you?;)
take care and remember our song.=)
and 9th sept 2006 was our date.

and ily lembab!!
and imy too!
and iny lah!!
wellof course,my dearest itam lembab rocks my life!=DDD