Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 11/19/2008 01:47:00 AM
imsorryforwhatihavedoneearlieron.
ifuckingdontunderstandmyself,ihavenotevertastesorfeltthiswaybeforewithanyoneelse.
imnotlying,seriouslyimnot.
ijustwantu,ijustwantuthatsall.
andiguessyoushouldknowthat.
idontknowwhy.
anditsnotthatipurposelywantedtoputthephonedown,buthearingyoulikethatjustmakesmeponder
ifieveramthecauseofthis,maybebitsandparcel,imnotsure.
thisfeelingissucky.
bigttimesucky,totallysucky.
suckysuckysuckysucky.
whateverisit,imfallinginlovewithyouanditsgettingstrongerandstronger.
ihopeiamnotthat"leceh"likewhatyouthinkiamnow.
idontcarewhatothersthinkaboutme,youorus.
becausealliknow,
thebeatisbeingplayedbythetwoofus.
yes,itsbeingplayesbythetwoofusonly.
justthetwoofus.
nothingelsematters.
whatmattersmostisnow,formetobethereforyouandforustoplaythebeattogetherasone.
andidontwishtohurtyouatall.
justdonthurtitwhenitstooattach.
imissyou,dearestitamlembabandiloveyou.
