poe wannabe.

Monday, October 27, 2008, 10/27/2008 07:11:00 AM

im back home already.
i feel abit,ABIT better.
but not that much.

so,i decided to walk from khatib all the way to admiralty.
tell me,it was fun or what.
walking alone on the streets,pondering of what's the best outcome.
well,i was walking really slow because i took 1 hour and 20 minutes to reach there.
initial plan was to walk around aimlessly.

i just love that,walking aimlessly as if there's no direction that im heading.
i thought of going to the normal rooftop,but friends saw me and blablabla.
and yeah,chilled with them.
for a moment,all the perplexities were all erased.
but it came back soon after.

and before everyone headed home,we did just like what we did few years back.
lying on the ground together,and would just look up upon the sky and would just look at the stars while talking about what we feel about each other.

and yes,if you ever see the brightest stars among them,that's me and it means im happy.
but if you ever see the sky is cloudy and the stars seems to be dead,it means im sad and i need you.

i just cant believe that they remember myself saying it.
hahahaha.

well,it seems that my brain is still playing dead on me.

i dont know what else i can do.
i need you now badly and i miss you gler babs dearest itam lembab.

and to be honest,
i wont waste my time,my prepaid or anything if i dont care for you.i dont mind wasting all this just to be there for you or to show you that i care for you.
whatever i said,i mean it.

because i know,
vous m'avez changé de façon ou d'autre.
et im essayant d'être la meilleure personne pour toi.

and thank you for talking to me on he phone although you were pretty mad just now.

chill aites.
and dun forget to eat your medicine!!
hahahaha

i miss you lembab.=(