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Monday, July 14, 2008, 7/14/2008 02:18:00 AM
i thought of going on hiatus. but on a second thought,i wont.
okay,to be honest im just not in the mood nowdays. life's been pretty hectic. and way hectic here and there. get what i mean?
i get agitated easily, i can suddenly miss someone to the core and next,FUCK YOU for all i care.!! i dont know what's happening to me. i guess im having too much pressure. its not that i cant take it,maybe this is just the point where, it just says i need to stop gulping with all the plerplexities at the moment.
at times,life's been too wonderful for us that sometimes we tend to overlook the right path.
have you guys felt that each of the human beings in life aare gullible and naive at times? and now,suddenly it kept me pondering.
i ponder myself what it's like when you have found your soulmate.
there's this saying goes, "kalau dah ade jodoh,tk akan ke mane."(if its meant to be,it wont go anywhere)
what's the meaning that lies beneath this sentence. i dont see it is wrong.
but given out a scenario,
i dont think it is right.
after this two party had a breakup, they didnt contact with one another. the amour for wach other were still going on strong, bt none make an effort to contact much or less communicate.
and does this means if its meant to be,it wont go away??
what im trying to preach here is that. two parties wont be together back as one,if one didnt make an effort to pursue the amour that they had.
to be honest,im feeling pretty dumb writing this. bt neverthless,correct me if im wrong.
i miss alot of my confidants.
one of them,fizzy.i just miss fizzy to the core.nothing can reveal what it's like to have a friend like him.he'll be there for you.and i'll be there for him too.but,the liaisons between us is getting lesser each day.each of us seems to be occupied with our life.and there's hardly time for us to meet up,chill,and just talk about life,and philosphy.it really amazed me how contradicting he can be.
fizzy,where's the old fizzy that i first get to know?i miss the old you.haha.
so yeah,apart from fizzy, i miss my sec school life,sec school mates,and teachers. well,thanks to these teachers,MR RAZIF,MDM SUE,MR CHEE.
these are the teacher's that never seems to give up on me and the others and had always believe in me and the others.only now,i realised how much you guys cared for us.
you guys have really taught some of the idiots(including myself) in alots of ways.
and boohooo~~ to me for being such pussy!!wakakakaka as if im in grammy awards. well,im sure MDM SUE is going to kill me when she saw the type of english that we're using now. and there she goes "english is the..........bla bla bla" you wont wanna know that.
okay,its 3plus in the morning,and i have yet to sleep. its been along day from work. and im terribly exhausted.
but on the brigther side, there's going to be a dance practice in the afternoon!! good!!im going to lost 25907444352823931187399362 kg.
and i miss small.
wakakakakkaka.
okay,i miss someone extremely.been wanting to meet up,but couldnt as each of us
seems busy with our own life.
but,hopefully we'll meet up soon,and we'll do the things that you plan.