poe wannabe.

Thursday, July 31, 2008, 7/31/2008 05:36:00 AM

its 5.36am,and i have yet to sleep.
baby is sound asleep right now.
baby will be taking baby's DnT paper later on.
hopefully baby can do it.

talked with someone on the phone,it was so unexpected of my mom to ask the someone to call her hp.wthhh mom!!
it was freaking shocking for me and the someone.
haha.

so,we talked on the phone,laughed,talked about the past relationships that we both had,and the failures that we both had,and the most interesting part was to actually finding out from our inner self what actually we have learnt from those failures.

do we ever let history repeat itself or we learnt from there and and make a better move from there.things happened as what we expected them to be.and things happens for a reason,and i totally agree with the someone.if things didnt happened tha way it was in the past i dont think i would actually overcome any obstacles in my life.

the conversation ended at 4plus in the morning.
went online,and as usual riyan gave me a unexpected message in msn.

« ®ï¥Äñ }{aƒƒÿs » ··· I love me eve sent 7/31/2008 3:26 AM:
dude, lay of teh cigarettes, ur lips are getting to black, aint that sexy anymore...

and to riyan:

i totally miss talking to you on the phone,and its been ages we meet up and talked on the phone.i know it always freaks you out to hear from me that,

i cant recalled alot of stuffs and you cant.okay,maybe 10%.

so yeah,i will try my very best to reduce on my smoking habits,and i will try my very best.
and please have faith in me aites.and yeah one more thing mr egoistic,your're at a losing stake with me.hahahhaha.

talked on the phone with riyan on the phone,

and somehow,i find the conversation was funny and i could feel like there's a gap in between in our friendship.and i really hate to say that.

and to add on to my so called misery,i cant meet baby really soon,and i mean really soon.

gees,might be meeting baby on saturday or next tuesday.
and im missing my baby badly!!

wanted to call baby,but mommy's was using the phone,hate ot when she lied to me saying that she was going to use the phone for a while,but instead she took more than an hour!!

its going to 6am soon any minutes from now.haha.
and will be going to bed soon right after im done with my smoke break.
hahaha.

*baaaabbbbbyyyy....*