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i just wish that the day wouldnt end just like that and i would just.....

okay,here's what i did today.

woke up at 2.30pm and then had to prepare lunch for my siblings and then yeah,chat!!
wakakakakaka

soo met fadh and ma cuzzie at khatib mrt.
darn it!
it was fucking humid laaa..
with fadh around he was like "i wanna go to an air_conditioner place."..
so yeah,drag our ass to macdonalds.and we practically
talk,talk,talk.

so yeah,it was superb fun lah,with fadh around.
u know that guy can be super crazy,but he wasnt crazy lah today.
bt yeah.it was fun.

it was reaching the climax,when fadh said
"sorry,gotta go!"
damn.bt yeah,totally understand lah.

oh gosh,why there is lah here...lah there...
in my sentences??

okay,suddenly i had this feeling.it came out from nowhere.
the feelings were unexpected.
i didnt expect to have this feelings.

it was like more to a more than a friend,or liked or crush or seriously i dont know!!
i cant explain this feeling of mine.
bt what i know,this feelings is
IRRESISTABLE!!!!!
serious shit!!

im not that attracted to the person lips or whatsoever.
maybe the way the person acts,the way the person talk and everything.
or maybe even the attitude..

shit!i totally hate this feeling,but i love it.
im just to scared to let the person know that im having a crush on the person.
i dont know why.
maybe im juat to scared of what's the reaction of the person when the person found out that i have a crush on the person.or maybe scared of rejection,or even maybe im scared to lose the person as a friend.

you see,you will never know whats the outcome gonna be like when someone found out that you're having a crush on the person.
its either gonna be okay or u might just lose the friendship or whatever you call it that you're having now.

but,the person actually found out.maybe?
i dont know.
but what i know is the person is not dumb!
and there's a possibility of 80% that the person knows that im having a crush on the person.

gerek kaper?!

well,70% of me says to just tell the person,another 30% says not to,and its been traumatized or "buddy" about the hurt that i had gone through.

i know,i should just take the risk and to tell the person,if its not okay,then why bother.
well.that is so me.but seriously i dont know why i cant even bring myself to take the risk!!
and that is so not me!!

bt nevermind.i'll just not take the risk and kept it as a secret like i planned to do so.


and if the person happens to read this,
so well yeah!

I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU!!!!
sorry...



too much of lubricant makes your dick darken!!
wakakakakakakak