poe wannabe.

Thursday, May 8, 2008, 5/08/2008 12:05:00 AM

HOLLAASS!!

okay,i just got back from work,correction.just got back from my grandparents crib.always go to my granny's crib before heading back home.so yeah.my day at work has been totally amazing!and i mean amazing!!!!started work at 12noon and ended my shift at 8pm.isint that awesome?

i get to skip doing opening and closing!!wakakakakaka.chatted with fadh before going to work.what great dude he is.plus,you wanna know something people??he can easily get paranoid!!yeah TOO PARANOID!!!wakakakakakaka.

let's talk about my work shall we?because that's the thing that ihv been spending most of my time with.work.work.work.

so yeah,work is totally F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C!!!god,i seriously love the job.ihv been wanting to study retail,but i dont know why on earth i couldnt get one.only my dick knows why.what crap am i talking?gosh!!okay,back to where i were saying,tho' i couldnt get to study retail.i got to work in retail store!!damn!am i lucky or what?the staffs there are fucking friendly.we have daniel as our SIC(store in charge),fizah as our 2nd in charge,lenny as our 3rd,bernadette as a staff,xavier who;s going to quit soon and there's me!!the cutest guy whos working there..ehehehehehe.

so lets talk about fizah.boy!she's one of a kind!i mean,as a friend cum supervisor cum makcik!!

i love working with her!!she's like my partner-in-crime.ehehehehehe.

i cant stop having alot of sins thanks to her.serious!i mean ill be gossiping to her about certain customer that i or we think about that customer.i wont elaborate more as im now collecting sins again.wow!i can just put all my sins into a book collection.wait,i dont think a book collection will be enuf,i need something bigger than a book collection.wakakakakaka.i know,im talking utterly dumb stuffs.bt yeah,im gonna miss fizah,as i'll only get to meet her next thursday as she'll be taking her leave and her off day.gosh,i wont be able to do stupid stuffs infront of her for the time being.no more,craps,jokes,gossips,lectures...hais..bt nvm,ill shall find one staffs to be my victim.

but who?because the rest are just pretty damn old idiots.gosh,hopefully i can find one.and here im typing this,i kept hearing my mom shouting in the room "jangan goyang lah!"(dont move lah!)

okay,yesterday i saw fadh while i was working,and i saw him again in the train with his constipated face!!wakakakakaka.and i saw abg hady(by definition)oh god i miss them alot and b:one staffs!

and today i met JAZRULE!!

oh god!i totally miss this dude to the core.its been ages i met him.
the last time i saw him was like a billion years ago??wakakakaka
so yeah,there was hugs and abit catching up.ehehehehehe.

hmm..i totally miss that someone.bt hell yeah,i got to move on.i know its hard.alot of my friends told me not to give up and to fight for my love.i did that,but how am i suppose to do that when that someone just cant be bothered,or wont absorb anythin what i said or did or refused to accept the fact?i just hate love the way they are,but i loove love they way they are.

i guess i have to let go of that someone that i love alot.
if the love is meant for me,or we are meant to be together,it'll come back.
if it doesnt,ill just have to wish that someone for happiness.
like ihv said in my previous entry,

IF THAT SOMEONE IS HAPPY,BE IT WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR WHATEVER IT IS.
ILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY FOR THAT SOMEONE!!

i know,it hurts alot.but i cant keep on clingin onto somethin that i dont know whats the future will be.ihv done that in my previous love,i clinged onto it for 3 gd years,hoping my ex would come back to me.in the end,im hurting myself,be it consiously or unconsiously.
so yeah.i just miss and love that someone.

somehow,i just wish that someone will just come to me in any way,saying "i like you",im starting to fall in love with you!"or anyone will say it to me..
okay,what the hell am i thinking man>??!!i sound so despo!!wakakakakaka

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