hmm..its labour day today!!



HAPPY LABOUR DAY PEOPLE!!



ok,whats the hell is labour day??i dont even know about it!damn!!but,what i know is its a holiday for secondary and primary school!!wakakakakakaka.ok,lame!





so yeah,i slept around 11plus yesterday!!and im like wow!!i cant believe it!i just slept early,and i mean early!!so yeah,like whatever!and guess what time i woke up.2pm!!!wakakakakaka.if possible i would just want to sleep all day long.





so yeah did a dance video marathon in youtube.damn,i really miss dancing alot!!!

i miss dancing!!!hopefully i get my off on the 16 and 17th may,so,i can go to dance explosion and support some of the crews,fer e.g F.I.S!!they're making a comeback!!i just wish that time would fly really fast for me,and i mean it,super duper fast!!hopefully,once national exams are over,dylimarcell is making a comeback!!

in a few minutes more,its going to be 2nd may!!!woohoooss!its my beloved ex birthday!!i just thought of calling my ex to wish my ex,but,if im not mistaken my ex's in overseas.lasselle students!!what do you expect??so yeah,its going to be that asshole(stepdad) birthday too!like so whatever.mommy bought a cake for that asshole,she wanted to make a suprise for that asshole!first they're on the urge of divorce,then now,they're happily together!!WTF??!!

argghh!crazy,but true!!!but anywaaaeeess,if mommy is happy with that asshole,im truly happy for her.serious ok?im truly happy for her!!i just dont want her to lose her happiness again,she lost it once,and im not going to make it happen again!!but,if that asshole were to play behind mommy's back,he's sure know what's going to happen to him!

so yeah,2nd may!!ihv been looking foward to this date actually!!i just miss my ex alot.yeah i do still love my ex,but not as much.or shall i say,i just not anymore.i learnt to let go the things that ihv been clingin onto for a few years.i know its a bad thing for me to cling onto and hoping that my ex would come back to me.i know i it wont happened,and i would just hurt mysek\lf unconsiously.so yeah,i let go of the past..

well speaking of this,it me remember of that someone!!!i SUPER DUPER MISS that someone to the core!!!its like now,we're strangers.that someone just blocked me in msn,oh god,i just feel that is a childish thing to do,but like whatever.i understand why u did that.maybe u wanna be free n to be alone.so yeah,i wont blame you.


but i just hate myself for falling in love with you!





i should have seen it coming.i know my instinct were right.but i just ignore it.


somehow i just wish that all this wont happened.me and you to be apart.


i know shit happens,and shit happens for a reason!


but seriously,im not too sure of whats the reason are!!!


i really feel that we're a complete strangers,and i dont want us to be that!!


why cant u just give me a chance to prove you that not all guys is a jerk and treasure people like you.i dont know what i must do to make u open up ur lovely eyes.








I MISS THE WAY YOU LOOKED AT ME,


I MISS THE WAY YOU SMILED AT ME,


I MISS THE WAY YOU STICKING OUT YOUR TONGUE,


I MISS YOUR TOUCH,


I MISS LOOKING AT YOU WHEN YOU'RE TALKING TO ME,


I MISS THE KISS THAT WE HAD,


I MISS THE WAY U FED ME MY FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE,


I MISS TALKING WITH YOU ON THE PHONE,


I MISS YOUR LOVELY EYES,


I MISS YOUR BLUR LIKE SOTONG FACE,


I MISS WALKING BESIDE YOU,


I MISS EVERYTHING AND MEMORIES THAT WE HAD,





AND I JUST MISS YOU TO THE CORE!!








okay,im starting to feel abit sleepy now,so i guess i wont be typing much.


and yeah this is me when im small.

im so adorable right?i know!!wakakakakakaaka






TO MY EX:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!