Saturday, April 19, 2008, 4/19/2008 04:25:00 PM
WOW!!i cant just believed that its
SATURDAY today.and im stuck at my dad's crib!!!
WTF!!ok,im just kidding,im not totally stuck at my dad's crib,eventually soon im going out to my aunty's hse then maybe back to yishn.idk.
so,yesterday was nothing much for me to update,except i just felt like goin to wlds.
and yarh,i was sending the message to riyan,but eventually i dont even know how on earth it was delivered to that someone.and that someone suddenly replied sayin
,"who iz diz? who iz riyan? wr0ng no." and i was laughing my ass out for sending to the wrong person.it was meant for my friend,but yeah it was delivered to that someone.in case you are reading this,im truly
soorrryy aites dear?and i dont know y u asked me who iz diz..
as much as i hate to say this,but i will..i made a choice as to let that someone go.
i know i may sound so pathetic,but hey,it isint easy for me to make this bloody decision ok?!!
now,as im typing this,im such a letdown to the guy's species.
im crying for godness sake!!OMG!i dont know why on earth i made that bloody decision!
arrgghh!damn it.but whats done cant be undone!its really hard for me to let go of that someone.
but remember,it takes two hands to clap!how on earth am i going to prove to that someone that not all guys is a jerk when i simply just let go of that someone.??
im not blaming anyone,but i tried all i can not to give up,but that someone simply refused to listen..i know what's that someone is thinking right now!
im just like the rest!!IM A JERK!!
oh god,pls help me.!!!
to tell the truth,i dont want to let go of that someone,but,that someonesimply dont want to be disturb n stuffs.i know i should back off a lil.i guess,ill just hve to wait for that someone.in case you are reading this,i just wanna let you know that
ILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU!AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U FOR WHO YOU ARE!!AND ILL BE WAITING FOR U!JUST COME TO ME,IF U REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO BE BY YOUR SIDE!BECAUSE ILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!
to that someone,
"soon you will realised that you will still have to let go of the things that you're clingin
onto now,because of the hurt that u have gone through and ur bloody stubborness u wont even bother to TRY!seriously,u wont move on if u keep on holding to ur past!
just let bygones be bygones.!!
P.S: tidak semestinye kite mengalah,bermakna kite kalah!!(doesnt mean we let someone wins,we lose!!)
and as for me,
tidak semestinye kite mengundur ataupun melepaskn seseorang,bermakna kite tak mencintai seseorang itu!!(doesnt mean we let go of that someone,we dont love that someone!!)
*LEAVING SOMEONE IS NOT EASY!!*
