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its nearly 3am now,and im still awake..for godness sake,i cant be doing like this all the time,staying awake in the middle of nights and only to be found asleep in the afternoon.oh god,seriously i really need to pull myself together and be strong.one which life seems so wrong i can just simply ignore it and not actually trying to find its solutions.but,that was all in the past,ihv changed and im still trying to change for the better,im not that guy who used to hang around at nights and be just a rubbish to the society and to be in fights as and when and some will think im just like those typical matreps.no im not!!i dont see myself as one even when im in the past or now.i made friends with them and still now making new friends.im used to the lifestyle that one leads,they way they talked,body posture engaging into premarital sex etc.

but i know,its not going to go anywhere futher.that's one of the rationale ihv moved out to my mom's crib,to be away from them.not totally mixing with them,not being close as a family to them.its really hard to let go of the bond that we have,but until when ihv to be in those lifestyle getting into problem into another.its hard,but i'll try..

adapting into one's new lifestyle with all of sudden its not easy.being surrounded with no bestfriends or close friends let alone friends.staying with my mom can be really difficult for me,but i know i have to try and figure it all out.i made the decision to move out from my dad's crib and ihv to continue this little insane journey of mine.i know its hard for me to continue with friends staying far from me and not just a walking distance anymore.hopefully soon,i will see myself achieving something.and i fucking hate,im here trying my best to change,and yet some is still finding faults with me!!why on earth they just cant see that im trying my best to change??every little mistake i make,that's when they keep on comparing btween them and my friends,saying i treat my friends better than what im treating them!!fuck!!if im treatin my friends better,ill just pack my belongins and stay with my friends.i'll never be forcing my cute ass sittin at home and not trying to go out all the times!!!i seek refudge in HIM.....AMEN.

the past few days has been quite tiring for me.

monday >>> went to billa,with kakak,wan and abg madi.went for drinking and going out in the night...had to stay awake as had to go out early in the mournin.

tuesday >>>didnt slept at all when ihv reached home in the late mournin as i have to go for a job interview early in the mournin with kakak.met her at khatib mrt station around 8am and was suppose to take the train to sengkang.but,plan was changed as we could not board 2 trains!!!took the train to woodlands and took bus 965 all the way to sengkang!how can i just forget that there's one straight bus to sengkang!!went a job interview at sengkang community club.it was organised by SIRS(SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF RETAIL STUDIES).upon reaching there,i was quite reluctant to go as we found out that there was goin to be a small seminar talk.i hate seminar!damn,it can just make me fall asleep!!but,kakak forced me to go as we had already made our ASS down to sengkang!!


luckily,the talk lasted for 10-15mins,if it ws any longer than that,i would just shout KAKAK KAUPEH LAKI!ANAK HARON BETOL!!so yeah there was 3 booth,one was from GIAN CITY(or what!),ESPRIT AND NTUC FAIRPRICE!so,i went to ntuc fairprice(not!)..ok,i was kidding,who on earth wants to work in the ntuc fairprice other than the makcik2(aunties) and pakcik2(uncles)???!!ehehehehe,of course i picked esprit,based on my cute looks,my sweet smiles with my cute lil teeth pooping out from my mouth,and my winks to them,confirm i can get the job!!(ok,that was lame and i exaggarate alot !)wakakakakaka! so,we had to wait for our turn to be interview,when it was my turn hell shit i was fucking nervous!at that moment,i just feel like hitting and stepping the interviewer's head!for no reason,due to nervous!wakakakakaka

i can still remember,the first sentence i gave to her when she asked to tell about myself.
"oh,hi!!im dinie!!"stupid kan??!!that was the stupidest,lamest,craziest answer that i ever gave out of all my interviews i went before!!if it was an exam,i would just take senapang gajah(shotgun i guess) and just shoot at the examiner's head so he/she cant fail me!!ok that was lame!i applied as a "sales consultant"..everything went smoothly,and i and kakak just got this feeling that we're gonna get the job.but yeah,its good to put hopes in it,but not too much of high hopes!!


wednesday >>>had a online movie marathon,watched p.s i love you!!!ihv been wanting to watch the show,but halfway thru it was stuck!!bloody hell!!so yeah,jst give up,and did some chatting in msn,and did bloghoppin~~:)!!and i ate like a pig!!i swear over sherlin's boob..heheheheheand guess what people!!I GOT THE JOB!the esprit called me and i'll be starting workin next monday!!yeah!!


i totally miss the dance world and dancing badly!!

i miss DYLIMARCELL!!(still waiting for their o's and n's level to finish!then comeback!)

i miss my 4normal technical 9 classmates!!

i miss AP FAMILY!!

i miss my friends!!

i miss my bestieesS!!

i miss everyone and everything!!

and of course!!