poe wannabe.

Monday, April 21, 2008, 4/21/2008 03:58:00 AM

its 4plus in the mournin and my eyes is still fuckin awake!!!should have sleep when i have the chance...bloody hell!!

so yeah,didnt exactly went out on the weekends.

sat, i had to drag my ass down to my aunty's house.as usual,i was the "star karat"(the so called wannabe superstar!)wakakakakaka.but they cant blame me aites for being late,i dont really like the idea of attending family gathering.sometimes,i just feel that there's nothing i can relate to my cousins,because most of the time,we'll be spending the time talking about the topic bout gansterism..so typical matreps right?if it was in the past i wont mind at all.but now,ihv totally changed,so yeah,no more bout the topics

matrep!

(once in awhile,ok lah!)hehehehee..

anywaaaaayyyyyyssssssss,my cousin,which is my first cousin,totally had his body tatoo-ed again!!that is way cool!!awwww,i envy him.but,yeah i promised myself not to have anymore,i had once,but no one knows bout it.so yeah no more tatoos even if im a juvenile!!heheheheheeh

(cant really see the the tatoo on his body,but yeah,its nice if im not mistaken
tho' its not alot,but yeah!its cool!!:D)and happie 16th birthday cuzzie!!:D
do more tatoo!!oh god im being such a devil!!siaall peh dydy!musibot sak aku!!

so yeah,had this conversation with my bff(ella) in the msn earlier on,so yeah most of the time we'll be bitching,that's our normal routine actually..hehhehehehe..

and yarh this was what she said to me..

ь е ℓ ℓ а; not bellow ♥♥ says:
ure english was super fantastic n i dun even undrstnd wat the hell ure talkin abt bitch!

and of course,i was laughing my ass off reading this!!!seriously,until now,im not sure if that was a compliment or a sarcarsm.wakakakakakaka!come on,i used to be a NORMAL TECHNICAL STUDENT OK!!

oh bella,i totally love u bitch!!=)

while im typing this,i suddenly remembered what that someone said on the 11042008.

"....satisfaction!everyone has a satisfaction!and that's HUMAN NATURE!!"

but to think it again,SATISFACTION...seriously it wont go anywhere if we keep on wanting to feel satisfaction in us.yes i agree with u that its a human nature,but it wont go anywhere,trust me dear...

to that someone,

in case u are reading this,im sure u understand what im talking here n just please,

open up ur eyes,open up ur mind, and open up ur heart!!

I still ♥♥ YOU !!!!

p.s:im not giving up on you..i hope im doing the right thing.

*restless love*