poe wannabe.

Friday, April 11, 2008, 4/11/2008 11:08:00 AM

hmm...

met that someone at 3.27.29am,friday,11042008 under my void deck..IT WAS SO PAINFUL.I HOLD BACK MY TEARS!!!
this was some part of the conversation that we had in MSN before we met.

JE T' AiiME(ME) ,THAT SOMEONE(THAT SOMEONE)

JE T'AiiME says:
helo!!

JE T'AiiME says:
ihv just reached home,..went to my grandparents crib fer awhile..

JE T'AiiME says:
d,someone ask me to tell u this..not to come over his house tom!

that someone says:
i think u know wht happen

JE T'AiiME says:
yup!!!

JE T'AiiME says:
thnaks

JE T'AiiME says:
fuck!

JE T'AiiME says:
tell me what happned!

that someone says:
u already know

that someone says:
i guess ill just disspaear

JE T'AiiME says:
i dont know full story!!

JE T'AiiME says:
no!!!!!!!!!!!1

that someone says:
im sorry dydy

JE T'AiiME says:
dun dissapear

JE T'AiiME says:
pls

JE T'AiiME says:
pls dun dissapear

that someone says:
im an asshole dydy

JE T'AiiME says:
pls dun dissapear!!!

JE T'AiiME says:
i beg u!

acap says:
i use to like ezam

JE T'AiiME says:
n...

that someone says:
but he went off

that someone says:
without saying a word

JE T'AiiME says:
n istill love u too

JE T'AiiME says:
n..

that someone says:
for quite sometime

that someone says:
so i wanted to forget about him

JE T'AiiME says:
n...

that someone says:
thn u came along

that someone says:
n i was happy

JE T'AiiME says:
n..

that someone says:
thn he came along again today

that someone says:
can u imagine how much i miss him??

that someone says:
but him comin destroyed alot of stuff

that someone says:
he said some nasty stuffs

JE T'AiiME says:
what did he destroy?

JE T'AiiME says:
what nasty stuffs?

that someone says:
us

JE T'AiiME says:
in details?

that someone says:
he accuse me of sleeping with guys

JE T'AiiME says:
n..

that someone says:
go motek

that someone says:
n seeing alot of guys

JE T'AiiME says:
n

that someone says:
n he is sure of wat he says

JE T'AiiME says:
tell me what did u guys talk..

that someone says:
i didnt do it

that someone says:
he ask me

that someone says:
so got a matiar

that someone says:
matair

that someone says:
i said no

JE T'AiiME says:
n..

that someone says:
n he went yeah rite

that somone says:
i don know what to say

that someone says:
im at a spot now

that someone says:
of not wanting to hurt both parties

that someone says:
i don wanna hurt u

that somone says:
i don wanna hurt him

JE T'AiiME says:
look..he moved on!

that someone says:
but he said all those nasty stuff

that someone says:
DYDY

JE T'AiiME says:
yes

that someone says:
I DON GO AROUND HAVING SEX WITH PPLE U KNOW!

JE T'AiiME says:
OK!i got it..

that someone says:
I DON GO AROUND N MOTEK HERE N THERE!

that someone says:
now u know

that someone says:
the truth

JE T'AiiME says:
i wanna mit u..

that someone says:
n i shall go

JE T'AiiME says:
nw..

JE T'AiiME says:
no!u wont go!!

JE T'AiiME says:
i wont lett u!!!

JE T'AiiME says:
i cant bear to lose u again!

that someone says:
u wont be able to accept me now

that someone says:
i did shit to u 2wice

JE T'AiiME says:
i dun mind...

that someone says:
i do

JE T'AiiME says:
i wanna mit u nw..but idk hw..

that someone says:
im an asshole

JE T'AiiME says:
shut up n listen!!!

JE T'AiiME says:
do u love me??!!!

that someone says:
i do

JE T'AiiME says:
hmm...

that someone says:
but if i do this 2wice to u

that someone says:
I HURT U TWICE DYDY

we talk and we argued n there's some which i wont show.its rather personal tho'

You have just sent a nudge.

JE T'AiiME says:
hello..u got it right?

that someone says:
dydy

JE T'AiiME says:
what?

that someone says:
i love u

JE T'AiiME says:
i love u too

JE T'AiiME says:
meet u at tmpt biase...

JE T'AiiME says:
846..

that someone says:
no

JE T'AiiME says:
then

that someone says:
ill be at under ur block

JE T'AiiME says:
ok..meet u at 787b then..

that someone says:
meet me there k?

JE T'AiiME says:
ok!

that someone says:
where is tht

that someone says:
no

JE T'AiiME says:
787b kn ma dad's blk..which blk r u tokin?

JE T'AiiME says:
yishn blk?

that someone says:
im goin down to katib

JE T'AiiME says:
u have no money kn?

that someone says:
just meet me half an hour

JE T'AiiME says:
ok..kol me once u reach!

and we met............no one can imagine the extreme sadness,hurt,blur,confused,distorted everything n the excruiating pain in my heart that im feeling nw.i dont care about uR past,every one makes mistakes in life.

I NEED U.

I LOVE U.

I LOST U ONCE.

AND I CANT BEAR TO LOSE U AGAIN.

I MISS U.

I WANT U.

I UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION YOUR IN.

STOP BEING IN DENIAL STATE.

I KNOW,

DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOUR HEART,

U LOVE ME,

AND STILL LOVE ME,

BUT,WITH THE HURT THAT YOU HAVE GONE THRU.

I UNDERSTAND.

I WONT STOP LOVING U!

I WONT EVER STOP LOVING U!

I LOVE U DEAR!

PLS COME BACK TO ME.

I DONT MIND GETTIN HURT AGAIN!

JUST AS TO BE WITH U,

N SHARE EVERYTHING WITH U.

N I STILL BELIEVED THAT THERE'S STILL,

GLIMMER,SMALL,TINY HOPE!!

NOT EVERY GUY IS A JERK!

U JUST MET THE WRONG GUY DEAR!

AND I DONT THINK IM AJERK LIKE THEM!

THEY DONT TREASURE U!

I DO!

*I WONT EVER STOP LOVING U DEAR!!*

P.S:PLS TELL ME WHATS YOUR OPINION ORWATEVER ISIT!THANKS