Sunday, March 23, 2008, 3/23/2008 04:13:00 PM
hmm...im having an appointment with my ex manager at b:one with kakak and naz this tues...planned to organise a underage party!!it was soo stressfull to think of the proposal n how to make the party a HIT!!!had to crack my minds as to think which idea is the best...if edward agrees with the plan..then i have to really do alot of survey...!mind u,its an exclusive club..and there's BY DEFINITION as our resident band..well,talking about b:one n by definition...i really miss them alots!!miss working there n looking at the insanity that every staffs bring evryday...haiz..seriously,hw much i got myself busy with...i cant keep on lying to myself that im ok!!!IM EMOTIONALLY HURT!!!and i hate this feeling..why on earth i got myself entangled with loves!!when,everything's going to be ok..met this someone n felt the love back..i thought that person was the one..i don't know why,but there's something in that person which made me fall in love again...maybe there's a sparkles in that someone..n when i guess,evrything is going to ok,n i have just to wait for the person to tell me..it became nightmare..that someone told me that the person is acually attached!!i mean,what the fcuk??!!by,thinking back again..everyone makes mistakes..n to top it all,we are now like complete strangers or enemies!!why cant we just be friends?haiz..but..im cool u know!!haha
