Tuesday, November 10, 2009

and so weekend was awesome.
met dearest,anna and ebal somewhere and went for a sheesha-ing session after i am done with those family thingy. separated from ebal as he had a chalet to attend to while the three of us took the train home, but plans were changed at the very last minute when it reaches city hall. walked around and thought of slacking somewhere, but again we catched the midnight movie at GV "jennifer's body".
it was okay,and the lines were pretty hilarious tho'.

sunday went to watch FIS and TMC.
they were pretty good,and TMC,its okay just learn from your mistakes ayee.=)
after everything,headed off to underground with the rest, waited and waited for dearest idiot to come before we had dinner together.
it was fun when i get to spent my time with that idiot, and i bet ya,i am sure going to miss alot when dearest will be going for ********.=(((

well anyways,a month's time to come and definitely i have to be on my best behavior.
no one to reprimand me for a week i guess and no one to find trouble with..
boohoo..=(((

on a brighter note,b bantut came earlier on to my house.
the kids were happy,and they were pretty much enjoying talking while i am busy minding my own bloody business . and currently, you are the music of the yourself.

I IS SAYANG YOU!

Posted at 11/10/2009 04:20:00 AM

Friday, November 6, 2009


















1st question: why do you have to lie?
2nd question: why do you have to lie?
3rd question: why the hell do you have to fucking lie to me?

you can fucking tell me straight in the face, you dickface!

Posted at 11/06/2009 05:22:00 AM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009


saturday was wicked, main objective was to have a hell of a great time and i did.
plus, b bantut were there to enjoy with me how cool is that?
headed off to zirca at around 10plus and the queue were astonishing long.
dyea,shasha,kak june and rashid were there too.
i went out at around 12plus as b bantut had just arrived and i had to accompany that idiot to queue, and seriously by then my back were in pain.
we partied,danced our ass off and basically dancing.
the crowd was okay,but for the fact that some were being such a pussy.
they kept pushing and basically hitting us everywhere,and i was this close to pick up a fight but all i want is to have a great time. And that explains everything.

sunday, headed off to republic poly as my sister had a production for their reflection called "lu,kental uh mat" i think that is it.
anyways,it was great show and it was worth buying that 10bucks and being there.
it will be better if the main actress were being switched and looking my sister performing dikir barat,i enjoyed and missed those moments being in dikir barat.
and in that show it totally implies these in this world,
its all about sincerity and the matter of hearts and what's not being true to yourself.


being in your arms,were so much calm n easy for me.
and yes,there's just this distintive smell of yours that i am addicted and loving it so much.
b,i am sorry.

B BANTUT,AKU SAYANG KAU BODOH!!!

Posted at 11/03/2009 02:32:00 AM

Saturday, October 31, 2009
after the briefing ended, papa fetched us and brought us to simpang bedok to have our dinner.
didnt ordered the food yet as everyone were waiting for my incredibly b bantut!
HAHAHA
anyways,thank you for the dinner papa and mama.!=)

you asked "what is this?"
and i answered "oh nothing,its just a random thing."

i lied,it was never a random thing,and it was never nothing.
it's for you,i dont mean bad but just the good ones.
currently,you are sleeping again,and a big boohoo to you.
you slept again without waiting for me despite i was.
hmph.
anyways,i had a great time with you earlier on dear.

mesmerizing the song 'halo' beneath the souls when the skin collides against me,
infact i was pretty much blown away by the expression you gave me.
apart from that,i shall party hard today and i am still hoping you would tag along.



I SAYANG MY B BANTUT TO THE CORE!!!

Posted at 10/31/2009 04:34:00 AM

Friday, October 30, 2009


i try to talk to you, but i do not know what to say. I am afraid you do not want me to say anything. So i dont. But, inside of me there is words waiting to come out. And to tell you how much and sincerely i feel about you, and what i want to say. but those words are being heart-locked inside me. Sometimes i wonder if there are words locked inside you.
Only the both of us have the key to everything. I hope i have the key to the words and everything to this.


i am still trying, and its piling up slowly. But there is always certain footings were agnosticism.

i have linked and i will not reply to your tags, but will reply when a new one is up.

i sayang i punyer b bantut!=D


i miss the "you".

Posted at 10/30/2009 02:49:00 AM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

YOUR OPTIONS: LOVE ME OR LEAVE ME ALONE

and i sayang my B Bantut banyak sekali!
=DDDD

Posted at 10/25/2009 01:48:00 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009
i am sleeping soon.
my eyes are pretty tired now, and b bantut please do not scold me for staying up too late.
well, anyways met that idiot dearest of mine for awhile because i needed to borrow something "Whatever u call it" for my reports.

and gees,its been quite some time we spent the night both together.
okay,wont side track.
i think i am doomed!
i have only completed half of the report for one of my project,and personally i find it to be rubbish.
i do not think i met the requirements,or i follow on what is needed in that report.
okay maybe abit,but still i am so going to fail.
hehs.

am going to do again my report once i have check or consult my CA or friends.
and i shall do the other report on the day of submission.
ahaha,i know i am crazy but i cannot possibly do it if the major information is not with me.
oh yeah,i have still yet to complete my presentation,so much for having 10 members in the group but only my brain is being used.
geees.

btw
you slept without me,
boohoo!
and you still do not know what is 21st!=_=

and to hakim,
happy belated 1 year 1 month anniversary of knowing each other
keep biting your nails!
and handle my things with care!=)
im a phone call away and please tc,mew rocks u dont!=DDDHAHA

Posted at 10/22/2009 04:44:00 AM

Saturday, October 17, 2009
i hear footsteps along the road,
and i cant seem to hear myself anymore.
if a wake up call is needed,then please.
i wonder, is it me or is it you that is the caused.
but,definitely it is me.
words and language,
but it will be a barrier or a feud if one misuses them.

future is what i foresee,
and us is what i need.

i am responsible and i am sorry.

Posted at 10/17/2009 05:26:00 AM

WhimsicalHIM
start
intimates
start
confabulation
start

dumbass
start