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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
 i tried but to no avail. i just cant simply put myself to bed. come back soon alright.
how about i somehow find this feeling of mine to be a little bit indulgent. say, it is late in the morning and you have been keeping yourself busy to ensure that the time pass by fast. and to your surprise, your cellphone rang and obviously you would be wishing that the sender/caller would be the person you have been waiting for. you grabbed your cellphone at that very instance, to have a confirmation on who it was and within seconds, came along this huge feelings/emotions arousing yourself. if you were to video yourself during that moment, you probably would not realised that you were smiling all alone like a pathetic moron for a good five minutes or even worst, talking to yourself. i may have not say anything sensible here but it is sure one of the feelings which i cant resist from bantut. anyways, i personally find having this feeling to be very interesting.
thoughts for the day, "if you were to trust him,he would probably trust you back..."
what is your take on that?
come back,i miss you... :(
Posted at 12/09/2009 05:21:00 AM
Monday, December 7, 2009
you are so near yet so far away.. i cant really feel your touch and presence for now.. i am starting to miss you alot. i am hoping days will pass by soon. b,come back soon.. :( i really do miss you alot. I IS MISS YOU BANTUT! :(
Posted at 12/07/2009 10:08:00 PM
Monday, November 30, 2009
 currently am at dyea's crib with reena, but dyea's sleeping tho'. anyways,i had one of the best night so far yesterday. woke up pretty late, and i could not be there for aryll's birthday celebration. on behalf of dylies, i am sorry. since i woke up like in the late afternoon, i spent my day eating and sleeping until at around 8plus in the night when b bantut called me up and asked if i wanted to catch a midnight movie. and the best part was,i slept again until it was like nearly an hour before the movie started. met up with b bantut at causeway point, and hello "Case 39". it was a great movie, especially when you have that someone right next to you all by yourself. the story line were awesome and "why emily?why emily?" hehehhe.. "to have something halfway is much much harder than to have nothing at all.." with an instance, it ponders me if i am putting hopes into anything which i claimed i do not. but having a dear friend of mine said, with you claiming that you are not, without realising you are. the ring that beats through my heart needs to feel secure whenever doubts are being thrown over me. but then again, is always better to have something rather than nothing and obviously some would just tag along and to atleast have something along the way. and with whatever circumstances may come, i pray and i just wish the best of luck. but of course,the cute alien says hello planet!=) sayang is kau.=)
Posted at 11/30/2009 05:55:00 AM
Friday, November 27, 2009
 boozing session with you were indeed fun. like i said, it just take everything to fall into places. no doubt it is not easy but we have to. and, mr shah rizal is very sombong nowdays. met b bantut earlier on and again you did that thing again. *shows you that look* oh,to everyone Selamat Hari Raya Haji. and i am disturbed.
Posted at 11/27/2009 03:56:00 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
 if they were to ask, why i still bother myself to be with you and try to make things work or much less still sayang you. - " even if that someone had done the things i hate the most or much less hurt me,at the end of the day that very someone is the one who makes me smile deep from the inside.. and that very someone is the one whom i want to be with.."flaws and mistakes are everywhere in relationships. we just have to forgive and make a better one from it. if that someone bothers to forgive my mistakes or to overlook my flaws, i do not see a reason why i cannot do the same thing too. but that does not include in every situation of course. you are the biggest badass, and the biggest sayang i have.
Posted at 11/25/2009 05:01:00 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
i dont need the dope stuffs to make me dope,
go roll with those kiddos cos ya know i aint dope like you do.and its THE 5TH ONE HUNNNNNY!!!!!
i am declaring that i am super
super
super happy!!=DDD
KAU SAYANG AKU!!
Posted at 11/21/2009 02:33:00 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
 and so weekend was awesome. met dearest,anna and ebal somewhere and went for a sheesha-ing session after i am done with those family thingy. separated from ebal as he had a chalet to attend to while the three of us took the train home, but plans were changed at the very last minute when it reaches city hall. walked around and thought of slacking somewhere, but again we catched the midnight movie at GV "jennifer's body". it was okay,and the lines were pretty hilarious tho'. sunday went to watch FIS and TMC. they were pretty good,and TMC,its okay just learn from your mistakes ayee.=) after everything,headed off to underground with the rest, waited and waited for dearest idiot to come before we had dinner together. it was fun when i get to spent my time with that idiot, and i bet ya,i am sure going to miss alot when dearest will be going for ********.=((( well anyways,a month's time to come and definitely i have to be on my best behavior. no one to reprimand me for a week i guess and no one to find trouble with.. boohoo..=((( on a brighter note,b bantut came earlier on to my house. the kids were happy,and they were pretty much enjoying talking while i am busy minding my own bloody business . and currently, you are the music of the yourself.
I IS SAYANG YOU!
Posted at 11/10/2009 04:20:00 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009
 1st question: why do you have to lie?
2nd question: why do you have to lie?
3rd question: why the hell do you have to fucking lie to me?
you can fucking tell me straight in the face, you dickface!
Posted at 11/06/2009 05:22:00 AM
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