poe wannabe.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 12/29/2009 05:27:00 AM

came across this which i decided to take a little bit of my time to do this.

"Why am i afraid to lose you when you're not even mine ?" -wawa

Sunday, December 27, 2009, 12/27/2009 05:56:00 AM

"U r very honest n understanding person. "

i am still not sure of why you said that.

well, like i have said we are still friends and i already have someone in my heart.

and that someone have already stolen my heart.

that explains everything.

well dylies, are doing fine.

but sure we are doing a comeback soon the main ones obviously.

you quaks may hit down the road with a sinage "imma quak and a dumb freak asshole."

2009 is ending, and i wish the past is real.

to feel you, i hope 2010 might be a better pace for us.

b bantut, is still here somewhere and most probably is hidden in a coconut tree while sucking the thumb.

hehehehe

i hereby, declare..

I SAYANG MY B BANTUT RABAK TO MAX WITH THE IPOD PLAYING ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2!!

Monday, December 21, 2009, 12/21/2009 03:19:00 AM

it sucks to have that feeling.

the feeling of you finding things that weren't meant to be shared.

yes, the truth do hurts a lot but they do help us in a lot of ways.

and so i am telling you this, do what you want to do and just keep it low.

i do not want to know anymore because i aint no fool like you think i am.

do me a huge favour, kill yourself and just leave me quick.

its half a year already.blearghh..

i think i am going to barf.

Lol

Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 12/09/2009 05:21:00 AM

i tried but to no avail.

i just cant simply put myself to bed.

come back soon alright.

how about i somehow find this feeling of mine to be a little bit indulgent.

say, it is late in the morning and you have been keeping yourself busy to ensure that the time pass by fast.

and to your surprise, your cellphone rang and obviously you would be wishing that the sender/caller would be the person you have been waiting for.

you grabbed your cellphone at that very instance, to have a confirmation on who it was and within seconds, came along this huge feelings/emotions arousing yourself.

if you were to video yourself during that moment, you probably would not realised that you were smiling all alone like a pathetic moron for a good five minutes or even worst, talking to yourself.

i may have not say anything sensible here but it is sure one of the feelings which i cant resist from bantut.

anyways, i personally find having this feeling to be very interesting.

thoughts for the day,

"if you were to trust him,he would probably trust you back..."

what is your take on that?

come back,i miss you... :(

Monday, December 7, 2009, 12/07/2009 10:08:00 PM

you are so near yet so far away..
i cant really feel your touch and presence for now..
i am starting to miss you alot.
i am hoping days will pass by soon.
b,come back soon.. :(

i really do miss you alot.

I IS MISS YOU BANTUT! :(