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currently am at dyea's crib with reena, but dyea's sleeping tho'.
anyways,i had one of the best night so far yesterday.
woke up pretty late, and i could not be there for aryll's birthday celebration.
on behalf of dylies, i am sorry.

since i woke up like in the late afternoon, i spent my day eating and sleeping until at around 8plus in the night when b bantut called me up and asked if i wanted to catch a midnight movie.
and the best part was,i slept again until it was like nearly an hour before the movie started.
met up with b bantut at causeway point, and hello "Case 39".
it was a great movie, especially when you have that someone right next to you all by yourself.
the story line were awesome and "why emily?why emily?"
hehehhe..

"to have something halfway is much much harder than to have nothing at all.."

with an instance, it ponders me if i am putting hopes into anything which i claimed i do not.
but having a dear friend of mine said, with you claiming that you are not, without realising you are.
the ring that beats through my heart needs to feel secure whenever doubts are being thrown over me.
but then again, is always better to have something rather than nothing and obviously some would just tag along and to atleast have something along the way.
and with whatever circumstances may come, i pray and i just wish the best of luck.
but of course,the cute alien says hello planet!=)




boozing session with you were indeed fun.
like i said, it just take everything to fall into places.
no doubt it is not easy but we have to.
and, mr shah rizal is very sombong nowdays.


met b bantut earlier on and
again you did that thing again.
*shows you that look*

oh,to everyone Selamat Hari Raya Haji.

and i am disturbed.


if they were to ask, why i still bother myself to be with you and try to make things work or much less still sayang you.



- " even if that someone had done the things i hate the most or much less hurt me,
at the end of the day that very someone is the one who makes me smile deep from the inside.. and that very someone is the one whom i want to be with.."






flaws and mistakes are everywhere in relationships. we just have to forgive and make a better one from it. if that someone bothers to forgive my mistakes or to overlook my flaws, i do not see a reason why i cannot do the same thing too. but that does not include in every situation of course.

you are the biggest badass, and the biggest sayang i have.

i dont need the dope stuffs to make me dope,
go roll with those kiddos cos ya know i aint dope like you do.




and so weekend was awesome.
met dearest,anna and ebal somewhere and went for a sheesha-ing session after i am done with those family thingy. separated from ebal as he had a chalet to attend to while the three of us took the train home, but plans were changed at the very last minute when it reaches city hall. walked around and thought of slacking somewhere, but again we catched the midnight movie at GV "jennifer's body".
it was okay,and the lines were pretty hilarious tho'.

sunday went to watch FIS and TMC.
they were pretty good,and TMC,its okay just learn from your mistakes ayee.=)
after everything,headed off to underground with the rest, waited and waited for dearest idiot to come before we had dinner together.
it was fun when i get to spent my time with that idiot, and i bet ya,i am sure going to miss alot when dearest will be going for ********.=(((

well anyways,a month's time to come and definitely i have to be on my best behavior.
no one to reprimand me for a week i guess and no one to find trouble with..
boohoo..=(((

on a brighter note,b bantut came earlier on to my house.
the kids were happy,and they were pretty much enjoying talking while i am busy minding my own bloody business . and currently, you are the music of the yourself.

























saturday was wicked, main objective was to have a hell of a great time and i did.
plus, b bantut were there to enjoy with me how cool is that?
headed off to zirca at around 10plus and the queue were astonishing long.
dyea,shasha,kak june and rashid were there too.
i went out at around 12plus as b bantut had just arrived and i had to accompany that idiot to queue, and seriously by then my back were in pain.
we partied,danced our ass off and basically dancing.
the crowd was okay,but for the fact that some were being such a pussy.
they kept pushing and basically hitting us everywhere,and i was this close to pick up a fight but all i want is to have a great time. And that explains everything.

sunday, headed off to republic poly as my sister had a production for their reflection called "lu,kental uh mat" i think that is it.
anyways,it was great show and it was worth buying that 10bucks and being there.
it will be better if the main actress were being switched and looking my sister performing dikir barat,i enjoyed and missed those moments being in dikir barat.
and in that show it totally implies these in this world,
its all about sincerity and the matter of hearts and what's not being true to yourself.


being in your arms,were so much calm n easy for me.
and yes,there's just this distintive smell of yours that i am addicted and loving it so much.
b,i am sorry.