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Sany and Anna,
this will be the two precious people in my heart apart from my family,homies,and those others.

i am still learning,and changing.
slowly.
and i still need you.

and as for this very moment,
i am just wondering if my b bantut is already awake.
bantut might be sleeping again after putting the phone down,or maybe busy with it's appraisal or work stuffs.

oh by the way, i know i should have include this a long time ago,but i kept on forgetting about it.
its about a month ago.
my latest addiction.=D

i got it as my birthday present from b bantut.=))))






i have come to a certain decision based in my life.
maybe the outcome might be sucky or sweet in the end.
i am not sure myself, but i wont prolonged on this issue for long because i am hoping its too good to be true.

if my time is short,then i shall leave everything to the hands of allah.
but,the world is still waiting for me and i am not ready on anything.

my existence will be nowhere when life seems ruin.
i am extremely content with what life has offered me,and the people around me.
but i do not wish anything/anyone to be taken away from me.


i am eating coco crunch as i am typing this.
=DDDD
i know,i am being irritatingly fat but i cant help it but to eat.
ohh,i want to go out again ramai ramai with the clan.
can we?
and i cant wait to meet up with my homedude later,sany.=D

p.s: sany has a great talent in acting.=)))
and im addicted to VASANTHAM CENTRAL,one of the actor i mean.hehehe





It should be no surprise to anyone that love is at the center of the meaning of life. Why? Because in its purest form it implies a feeling of unselfish goodness towards other human beings.

That is true in whatever form love takes whether it is between two lovers, a father and son, grandparents and grandkids or a religious person and his flock.

Emotional and biological factors may create the feeling of love, but the important aspect of this state of being is not the cause but its positive effect.

The person who truly can love another gives of his or herself uncompromisingly and unselfishly. The simple reality is that to find meaning in your own life you must be able to give of yourself to others.

No man is an island. We do not go through life alone. Our birth is the result of being carried and cared for by another.Throughout our life we are molded by teachers, relatives and friends, and we often die in the care of others.

A person who can truly sacrifice for another in the name of love has encountered the raw energy of the life force itself.

If you stop to think of it, life is a constant cycle of giving and receiving in emotional, spiritual and material terms.

Love is one of the few elements that both provides and returns something of real and overriding benefit. That is true with the other actions we have described as necessary in finding meaning in your life as well.

They say we can love who we trust, but what is love without lust? Two hearts with accurate devotions but what are feelings without emotions?

what is there to hide?
you can just say it.
goodbye.maybe.



okay,this one goes to my dearest cuzzie.
it will be a day left before you totally serve the nation.
and it saddens me a lot because there's no more much of quality time or hanging out like the usual.
in a way im super happy because "they" are going to cut your bloody hair bald and i mean bald.
HAHAH
there goes your precious idiotic hair.LOL
i super cant wait to see you in that new hairstyle,it will be like as if im seeing mariah carey nude picture.
LOL
dont worry too much of what's happening outside while you are in the camp,
see things as positives as you can.
and let's say things happen along the way,(touch wood) dont blame yourself or be a despair bitch.
just trust your other half since she said she's all yours.
remember, i am always a call away.
the three biols will stick together no matter what happens alright?
there's alot of things that i want to type it all out,yet my brain is dying every second now.
and for that,have a pleasant trip there and have fun and just tawakal jek yerr??
hehehehe

side note,
my lil brother's snore is killing me now.
HAHA
and im missing my b bantut,
i mean sleeping next to my b bantut.
i know,i sound like a pathetic bitch.
but i am always.
heee.
=DDD


good night humans.
and good morning planets!


-class 95fm is the addiction.
-insomnia is killing the school hours.
-foods has not been a great help to the tummy.
-been trying to keep myself busy but couldnt
-bantut and the daughter is making me smile always than ever.
-the bantut is my all time another addiction.

last one before i turn in, i want the chicken rice from causeway point.
and i sayang and like you sincerely enough.


Because I don't want to hide what I feel inside. It's you that got to me, it's what I want to sing.People in the breeze, we're not the only ones because there's hundreds on the shore looking at the sea

but its just you and me.

and if i aint got you.
now or never.

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.

Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents’ house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you won’t take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.

None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back. Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.

That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place. Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.

Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the “ideal moment.” Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person - nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.

Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.

Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.

"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."



and last one before i end this, i sayang you very much sincerely.