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dylimarcell featuring fadh,mama panda and the organiser(god knows why he wants to be in the picture.)

a couple of hours of practicing for the performance, say 2 to 3 hours?
some learned new songs,it was a freaking last minute thing.
abit of incident happened along the way,whatever.
the juniors did great especially rina,goodjob guys!
and oh to all dylies,there will be a so called iftar together on wednesday.
please do come and pass around the message,and better show up if you still call yourself a dylies.=)

She said: why do people like/love one yet they still do cheat?

although she didnt refer to materialism, but rather of the heart, i reckon.there's a connection between this two. if i were to cheat behind someone's back,i should leave you before i even start it. Taking you to my trash bag.

do you still sayang me genuinely?
will you hide the truth and keep the lie to me?
and it was just a random thing,i do sayang you alot,and i know you do too.

The cute alien say: "You can't live for tomorrow if you keep thinking of yesterday"

aku SAYANG kau!



i dont know why,but i super love this cover by abg sany kita..
heheh.
am kind of addicted to it.
*winks* *winks*

so what's up with public affair?
is it wrong?
or it's only based on desperate measure?
to some,its fun and its quite thrilling.
since this blardy computer is being such a bitch on me,i wont update much for now.
and i seriously feel calling b bantut up and say hello and i miss you.
toki doki,
moshi moshi people!



she's got a great voice.
she's a local,
she's 18,
she's fabulous,
she's Dewi Ernie Sulastri!!

on a side track,
b bantut tricked me,b bantut gave me a suprised when i had dance practice earlier on.
LOL
and i miss alot of people.
am just hoping it will go smoothly.
toodles for now,the cute alien needs to shit!
hehehe
i want nobody but you.


AKU SAYANG KAU,B BANTUT!

hmm,currently at home.
no plans were being made but am hoping to meet up with bantut.
anyways,yesterday b bantut came over to my house to break our fast together with my family.
say everything went on smoothly?
b bantut,lets have another one?hehe
wooohooo!
too many things to type it out,yet im pretty fucking lazy and am just lost for the moment.
hehs.

in general,i am content with what i have and i want to change.
ohh the cute alien need to ship back to the mothership.
but am still waiting for b bantut reply.
i wanna meet you can?
now,i feel like getting out from my house.
LOL


see ya suckers!

on a contrary side, im clueless on where its . . . still.
to be or be not ?
somehow, its not a matter on how one see it but to actually be in it and to have it rather than just purely keeping silence on it.
and everything that this thing need, is it.
yes, that it.
it need it.
that's all.

don't let your mistakes from yesterday dictates what you are today. forgive yourself.
- taken from a friend of mine.

girl im so lost,teach me how to love,
show me the way to surrender my heart.

a day out with dearest b bantut.
b bantut had an event with the company at a country club near my crib.
so after dearest ended everything,we both met under the void deck and then went up as i need to change and while dearest met with my two lil devils.
hehehhe.

anyways,im so happy.
boy,i sure had fun with my dear earlier on,the cruising session were totally fun too!
thank you b.
truly happy.!!!
but will be even happier if we managed to get both the same.
shithead!
shitfeet!
LOL

currently,im feeling all blues and calm.
yet,i feel very very horny again.
hehehe
oh,cuzzie is with me now,he's watching some indonesia movie while kak long is taking a nap and here i am,(the ultimate cute alien) blogging.

anyways,last tuesday the juniors threw a surprised mini birthday celebration.
and im was totally surprised!
didnt see it coming.
thank you juniors for buying the cake and the present,
ryna and zairi for acting so blur and making my day.
wooohoo,they all made my day.
and its a sad thing that the rest of the dylies and bantut wasnt there.



and im praying for the best later..

most say, love sucks.
some say, its fun.
others say, its complicated.
and i say,it needs the truth.
whatever.


oh,went out to sembawang beach yesterday night instead of east coast or west coast beach.
it was mind relaxing or shall i say its super peaceful when you think you got the whole world to you.

thank you.
to you.
for you it is,we became one when ultimately we're into it.
i never want you to be sad,
but at times i could just feel that i just cant seem to read whats on your mind.
and im sorry if im always the cause of the feuds.
you just called to check up on me and say hi,how sweetmotherfucker can you be and that was just a side track.

between us,we both play from a different planets.
and im glad,we manage to pull it through,hopefully.
and all i need is the truth from you.just the truth.

b bantut....

anyways,the alien feels so hungry.

p.s: brother,congratulations for passing your exams.what is it?
what's got into you brother?
and i feel like tearing again.
fuhhh,im an emo shit alien!
HAHAHA


my tears for you will never be a waste.
and yes,i cried in public earlier on.
i never expect you to be where you are now.
i love you,truly i love you.
its hurting me badly to know where its heading.
i just cant trust myself for not being able to be the best person to you.
and seriously,im just wishing that it was me that who is in your situation and not you,
i just love you,brother.


and yes things happened in our life.
shit things happened.
and the first thing that came into my mind.
you.
you.
you.

but,like i have said it.
i just need a hug and you,beside me.
that's all.

how easy it is to turn someone down?i can relate to what you're saying,but i think im asking too much from it.

i know,i should be sleeping now.
school starting at 8am.
and i got to wake up at 6plus or something.
i have issues waking up early in the morning nowdays.
im such a pathetic bitch.HEHS.

b bantut,before you start going on scolding,yelling,irritated,mad and etc.
stop.
i know how much you really sayang me alot.
and same goes to me too.
i really do sayang my b bantut alot.

but,im just missing you so much,so much until most of the conversation i had with my kak long
and my cuzzie, i couldnt care less much what they were talking.
my mind kept running off to you.
yeah,i know i sound pretty retarded.
and its like,im an alien with a feelings?
WTFF!lol.

you'll be most prolly enjoying your rest, and i bet you must have a great time watching wanted earlier on.
haha.
and for which this is what im gonna say to you.

K-E-N-T-A-L

anyways b,im soo missing you so much.(there i go again)
oh,and somehow i cant wait for you to give me that little lecture of yours.
hehehe

oh,good morning earth and goodnight humans.
the alien needs to sleep and wants a good wank!(kidding)
bye and hello

four different celebrations.
four different places,
four different feelings,
four different sabotages
and three different cakes.=D

first,
thank you to every single person that who had wished me be it by
calling me,
sms-ing me,
blogging about me,
singing it to me,
and etc.
i truly appreciate for all the wishes that had been given to me.
love every one of you.
weee..=D

next,

this is abg sany.
fawly's brother.
well,anyways i just want to thank this idiot for celebrating my birthday.
and thank you so much for taking your time after work to meet me and anna,for the birthday cake and the dinner cum supper treat.
and still im super sorry for being late on my birthday.
i truly appreciate it alot and thank you so much.

then,
my b bantut.
omg,im super duper happy.
seriously.
for it was,this year birthday celebration was the best i had.
especially when b bantut was beside me when the clock strikes midnight.
i truly enjoyed the moments with you and then the birthday song that you sang.
and it's such a waste that i actually deleted the video we both made on my birthday.
damn it!!
anyways,thank you so much for letting me be a part of your life abit.
and thank you so much for spending your whole time during my birthday.
and im seriously missing that kiss on my forehead and my hug..

but of course,
went to suntec to support some friends esp bee.
and then got my birthday present from aween.
omg,thank you so much aween.
and then late at night just before we decided to head back to admiralty,
b bantut decided to watch movie.
so,me,b bantut,anna and ebal watched the midnight movie,GI-JOE!!
cool or whatt.
hehe
and oh,i saw a cute couple who wore almost everything the same.
HOW CUTE CAN THEY BE?
HEHE

and,
here's a reply to the tags.

mama nora:
thank you so much for the wish mama.
really appreciate it alot.
*muaks*
anyways,how are you?
rt: no,i am not back with didi.why and you are?
superrbaby: okay..im glad you're here.and you are??]
and to the rest: I WILL RE-LINK YOU PEOPLE UP ASAPOKAY..
SORRY.AND THANK YOU.

last,




p.s:and thank you sany,anna,kak seri,khalis,kak zeella for being around there when im cutting the cake.
and,its such a shame that kak nurul got to go off way before sany and anna came back.
and kak nurul,next time yerr..
heheheh
and kak seri,lu mauut uh lu..
ahaha
and you may go to anna's blog to read what i did.



quickie one.

one,im not attached.
im just seeing someone, my incredibly b bantut.

second,im still not satisfied with you.
i am still not.
pukimak betol,kau punye org tkde cara kau tau,jantan pukimak mcm kau patut nyer kene maen ngan babi.OPPS,did i just say that.?hehs
that fucking and hideous face you gave me is still in my head.
just so you wait...
oh wait,just because you're in contact with my b bantut,im having issues with you.
no,i dont.
and let me get this straight,dont underestimate me.=)
hahs.


2 more days.

18.
im legal.
im happy.
the cute alien is super happy.
the cute alien wants suprises.LOL
the cute alien wants b bantut.HEHE



i see you as a badass,but im still loving you and appreciating you every moments i am with you because that's what when two are becoming one.

Sunday, August 9, 2009, 8/09/2009 02:14:00 PM

blogger is a bitch,
and same goes to facebook.
i am irritated?
maybe.

what happened?
what's with the lie/lies?
how am i suppose to trust?
where am i going to gather it all back?

simple, i caught you lying straight to my face.(maybe,but 99% i am positive)
get it?
you lied straight to my face.
and i am just pondering why the lie and not the truth?

it is true, one can easily be miffed with the truth and not the lies.
but, didn't it occur to one that lies could too wound someone ?

and little it wonder me what these people really wants.
why give affection if sooner or later someone's heart is going to be ache?
for some, the past might be dead for us.
relating the past to one is never a wrong thing,
somehow it creates an opportunity between these two.
and it helps to exalt the relationship between these two.

and at times,it hits you if the one that you are placing the bet on will bring you rainbows or otherwise.
anyways,i am just moving on forward with no regrets.
and i am sure quite happy with the life that i am,i am loving it and b bantut.
fuhhh=)

ohh,i might be dead for awhile..
the cute alien needs a rest from the paparazzi.
and 5 more days.
im legally 18.
finally.

Friday, August 7, 2009, 8/07/2009 03:12:00 PM

class started at 930,but i came abit late.
1005.hahs.
lessons were cancel,and we had party.
pizza was my next bestfriend.
HAHAHA

anyways,it lasted for about 40 minutes which made me super bored at home.

so,since im bored i thought of posting any random pictures.
ahahaha
blogger is being a bitch,nevermind photobucket is the best.=)



well,thats about it for now..
i guess.
LOL

i miss heading to the beach,
i miss celebrating my birthday always at the beach,
i miss the ambience at the beach,
i miss playing with the sand at the beach,
i miss spending the night at the beach,
i miss how it feels like to be at the beach,
i miss ebal,
i miss doing and talking crap stuffs with ebal,
i miss bullying ebal,
i miss anna,
i miss bee,
i miss naz,
i miss shaq,
i miss the love we all used to have.
i miss the random meet ups we all used to have.
i miss cam-whoring alone.
i miss cam-whoring with those idiots.
i miss the old one fham
i miss alot of people.
i miss the life i used to have.
i miss fhunkie stylerz.
i miss kak nurul and kak seri,
i miss hanging out with them.
i miss sharing things with kak nurul,
i miss siti and hakim,
i miss fawly,lily,ryna, dylies
i miss my date,nadz!!
i miss didi
i miss mama nora,
i miss riyan,
i miss that asshole so much until i feel like cutting my hair bald again.
i miss chingay so much,
i miss the friends that i made in chingay,
i miss my old family,
i miss B bantut so much that im so pissed with b bantut right now.
i miss b bantut this very second although i got mine just now.
i miss blogging about random stuffs.(this whole part is super random!)

certain of it,you just cant do anything about it right?
HAHS.

im abit pissed with b bantut.
AHAH
anyways,i got mine yesterday.
HURHUR!!
and ohh i want one of this can?

hehehhe.

okay,this post is so going to be a boring post with pictures inside.
HAHS.
nevermind.
im bored.

and b bantut is working right now..
sad thing right?
i know..
haiss..