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class,boredom.
classmates,one or two can totally suck my bloody balls.
studies,in a good way or so.
attendance,im urging for a debarment.hehs.

i'll be back soon,will try to update when i am free.
im missing alot of people.
you know who you are.

I MISS NSR EKHH!!!

p.s:i will reply to your tags asap.thanks.
kak nurul and kak seri,he got the same as mine!!!darn it!hahaha




apologized for the short and hanging ending on my previous entry.
i have been super busy,god knows what i have been busy with?!
and HENCE,for the dead blog of mine.


I MISS NSR.

currently in school,just completed my online test,and i passed it.
ahaha.
well,not totally excel it,but the score was okay for someone who didnt study.

anyways,snickers had a performance at northlight yesterday.
and seriously,the audience were pretty much dead.
we were laughing and talking our ass off while we were dancing.
ahahhaa.

after everything,went to slack at the nearest dome,some slept,danced,sang,laughed and everything.
we stayed tehre for 6 hours.
ahahah
like no life right?
ahaha

then me,hakim,andreas,bee,lily,fawly,zairi,pul,siti walk from kallang leisure park to city hall.
k i gtg bye.

things hasnt been that great for the past few days.
im sick since friday.
but i dont look sick,i know..hehs

and for once i put my ego aside and to let everything out.
i am really going to treasure and appreciate those moments.
dont worry about me,i'll be fine.

you see,life is pretty much fuck up.
but still,i am enjoying life to the fullest.
its never about i am running or giving up in life,if you were to walk aimlessly and blindly in life forward and not just opening up your eyes you'll get sick and tired of life.you feel like giving up.
im moving forward and having all the fun that i can have,but yet at the same time im working things out in life slowly.
maybe no one can see what actually im really up to,but if you were to observe closely you'll understand.=)

i dont expect anyone in my life to be perfect,because i know no one can ever be perfect.
everyone makes mistakes in life,be it consciously or unconsciously.
and its never about you not knowing actions you need to do in life.
there's always options in life to choose and if you're lost,find a way to know the route back.
never let yourself astray from it too long.

and when it seems to be and when it seems not.
you see,we human beings really take things for granted.
when the person that cares,loves you most in the world is there for you,we tend not to treasure and appreciate them.
and wait,im not referring only those whose in relationship.=)
but seriously,when shits,and i mean bad shits happens in life you start asking yourself alot of question,what went wrong,why it happened etc.
honestly,its no use crying over a spilled milk.

always and always treasure and appreciate those who loves you,and again its never about those couples.

to you,i seriously hope you dont make the same mistakes as what "he" did to her.
people often make promises between one another,but yet again it can eitehr be an empty promises or u might just break it.
i just hope you're not totally lost finding your answers.
she's waiting for you,dont make her dissapointed alright?
it feels like you're not the same as we both know in the past.
i just hope,whatever made you astray from now,just be back to her quickly.
she doesnt wants to lose another brother.

anyways,had dance practice earlier on at underground.
venue was changed.
and i saw Old Man practice for their performance?
oh melvin was there too.
and and,we decided not add any songs as the girls couldnt get everything fast,and we're sticking to the old routine.
hehs.

i miss NSR.
lol

vids,clearer.




im shagged,my eyes are sleepy,kind of had fun during the competition and the whole day.
i wish i can talk,but nahhh..
anyways,im too lazy to type.

so anyways,we got 2nd for the ite competition.
totally shocked me.
hahah.
it was a seriously a last minute thingy,and we were still not ready yet.
lol


have fun watching,comments if you want to okay.
and the group name is snickers.
a collaboration between andreas,nanep,dylimarcell,ite simei.

i miss NSR.

chalet was awesome.
friday night was happening,the boozing session were totally splendid.
and on saturday, went out to celebrate dearest bee's birthday,had alot of fun with dylies and kak seri and amir.
bowling session with them were totally hilarious,the birthday cake were pretty cute and delicious really worth the 51bucks right fawly,mickey,anna,lily,shaq,naz? lol,the pizzas were nice,and2 the ambience were totally romantic,went back to the chalet and to find out that the second night boozing session had ended and the bbq were done and some had left.LOL.
had a small boozing session aroudn 5 plus in the morning. LOL.

OH YEAH,i think im getting darker due to the chlorine water.
went swimming on friday,then the next day went to wild wild wet before heading to meet dylies and the rest.cool or whattt..

booked out on sunday around 9plus and headed back home.
reached home , and had a nap at 12 and slept for 2 hours then get changed and stuffs for dance practice at the underground.
only few turn up,and kak seri and anna was there too.
it was a fun day again.
"oh,what happens in the chalet,stays in the chalet..."
hehehhe

school reopens today.
BUMMER.
totally sucks to teh core,i have to like what??
wake up early in the morning again?
omgg.
lol

anyways,i got to be ready for the project that i have not even started on with while the rest of my classmates already finishing it.
nevermind,if tehre's a will,there's always a way.=)

and to top it all,i have not even colour my hair back,i mena to the darker colour.
darn it!!!
hahs.

dont worry about me,im fine.=)


anyways,i miss my NSR??
hehehe


after the bowling session,naz,rizal,fawly,lily and shaq headed back home due to some reasons.

im feeling kinda blank...
......



.....

nevermind,last resort..
o.....
yeahh.
hate to say it.
but well,i hate life abit?
LOL.
to some who knows my current situation,esp dyea.
please keep your bloody mouth shut.thanks.=)

just have to pretend i dont know...=)

im utterly dissapointed.
i thought,by a chance the trust were back.
but damn,i was totally wrong.



whats there to update?

anyways, i get to meet zyk like finally ekh zyk!!
i miss you like super much.
heee.
and2,hope things are back to track ayeee.

ohh,im missing the snickers.
yeah,thats the crew name for the collabo thingy for ite competition.
cute?
i know right~~~.

anyways,yesterday might be the last practice for us.

tomorrow,im heading to the east,downtown east for a chalet.
3 days 2 nights thingy.
saturday,i'll be leaving the chalet for awhile to celebrate bee's birthday and i cant afford to miss my super idiotic pretty cuzzie birthday and then head back to the chalet.
but then,i wanna meet up with the "NSR".
"NSR" really made me smile ekhh..
ahahhaha

i'll update soon.

got this from Old Man blog,awesome one.
watch this.



it really touches my heart,and i shed tears.
i really do envy this guy alot.

"it matter on how you're going to finish..."

after such a long time,i went out with cuzzie yesterday. like finally~~~
accompanied him to dhoby ghaut as he wanted to buy some tops.
we decided to alight at orchard and walk all the way to plaza singapura.
so on the way there,lots of things happened.
like for instance,i kept on scolding vulgarities to strangers.
hahah
well,it all start from this one pathetic bitch who actually was chasing for the train and to actually stepped onto my feet and did not even say sorry.
and all i did was to shout and look and that idiotic pathetic bitch.
"ARRGHH,ASSHOLLLEEEEE!!!!!"

yeah i shouted that out loud.
like seriously,that fucking bitch dont even have the initiative to say sorry,but lucky for her i just shouted vulgarities instead of pulling her hair and punch her boobs like a punching bag.
okay that part there were totally kidding.
hahaha,no way i am going to do that,it'll just land me into trouble.
hehs.

so all the way,i kept on cursing vulgarities on people who irritates me.
ahahha.

oh,had a lot of conversations with cuzzie and then we walked around plaza singapura,and we walked pass errol's store but errol was at the back.
sad case,i know right?=(
nevermind,meet up with you soon.
lol

so yeah then headed to khatib to have our dinner and then slacked around with cuzzie.
basically i was being more onto a bitch and a talkative bitch i mean.
ahhahha.

-unrelated-

bee,i hope you are doing fine there,be strong and i know you will be able to pick up the pieces soon.
dont fret cuzzie you'll soon understand and be able to find a new replacement.
i know,its easier said than done.
but seriously,its just a matter of time.

and to e,im sorry that i didnt get to attend to your brother's wedding.hope i did not dissapoint you or anything.meet up with you soon okay bro?
and we'll chill out soon.

im just hoping the best for me.
and im moving forward now.
im stepping back for real.
sooner or later you'll understand me.

somehow,i need someone to be beside me now,and few people are in my mind now.
weird i know.but ____L somehow makes me smile tho'.
and its not that i dont need you be beside me now,i still do.
=)

and Old Man,how are you?
super busy with life huh?
hahaha.
when want to have jamming session?ahahha


what shall i do now?.....move.

yesterday went out with errol in the afternoon.
errol picked me up and then off to marina square.
there was totally no plan for the both of us.
watched movie,then in the night off we both to marina barage(did i get the spelling right?).
he brought me to marina barage because seriously i have not even step onto that place.
hahahha.
the ambience were pretty fascinating.
and errol thanks everything for yesterday.
it was fun.=)
hope to meet u again aites?

-extraneous-

things have been falling everywhere.
i was never here for a revenge,and never here to point everything on you.
i cant stop you from having any invidiousness.
veracity had to be told,and im pretty sure we all have to face substantiality either way.

the one needs no entrustment from anyone.
it seems to be totally naive in this whole crap situation which actually indirectly is kind of a whole major trip.
for once which i totally agree psyche gets the better of me and the others at times.

the one wants no any floundering or any inscrubtable from you or anyone else.
for some generalization,its best that the one just put a FULL STOP to everything.
and for that which i mean,im stepping back.
im stepping back from everything.


i admit,i was the one whose is in wrong,i did the huge mistake and for that somehow i cant forgive myself even tho' its been quite a some time.
one thing in life,you just got to treasure and appreciate every single moments of it and to never abuse it.
the one doesnt needs anyone to forgive him,because he knows its his mistakes and he own up to it and just need you to know.
well,which is practically it may seems pretty absurb to certain of you.
but who cares?=)

and i did not make any decision based on impulsively.
i gave it a thought and the best for me is this.

somehow im just too caught up with this and it seriously makes me feel lazy?
and im not giving up in life,im still moving on with my life,
but its just that


good news to you faggots.
i got a clearer and wayy better video on dylimarcell.
comment?
by all means.
=)





PRETTY LADY IN THE HOUSE YAWW!!
anyways nadz,now you got a recent picture of yours already.

somehow the truth needs to be told,and i did.
what i did wasnt any revenge or anything.
yes i believe in revenge but im not that low to take revenge on this kind of things.
things are getting out of hands,and why not save all the trouble in the future and to let the present itself take place instead.

im not sure if you understand what im trying to convey here.
but one thing for sure i dont take revenge on this kind of things.trust me.




and didnt went home on sunday and on monday went to visit rashid at the hospital.
i think im getting fat.HAHAHAHA
and you seem so desperate,and how low can u be??
to the stage where u did that?
omg!!
how ridiculous can you be?