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life's been busy with certain stuffs.
body's been aching here and there.
but all i know,im appreciating and treasuring every moments i had.

and as usual,lots and lots of shits keep on coming.
it seriously do sucks a lot,but im trying the hell best out of myself to be strong than ever and just smile.
people been wanting to bring me down and as much they want to do that.
i would just be firm and rebel.=)

and all i know,i had so much fun yesterday!!!
seriously so much fun yesterday!
and i really do enjoy yesterday.
whatnot,it was something that i want badly.
hahahaha.

anyways,im having chingay later on!
intially we have to report at 12noon,but as for us the malay guys,we are asked to report at 2pm after the friday's prayers.
hahs.
anyways,do come for chingay ayee!for those who has the tickets jek.ahahahha!

and keep on plucking that hair of yours.=)

yesterday woke up as late as 4plus in the afternoon and its been since i woke up around that time.
hehs.
basically,just ironed all my clothes and cleaned up my room and just left the house with no plans at all.
hehs.
went to my dad's crib then called up the budak2 ap,only some.
meet up with dyea my bestfriend.!!
oh my,i miss her and the rest so much!
we did talked and stuffs,im glad thing is just past as it seems.
went back home around 3plus in the morning and woke up early and then went off to have breakfast at alameen with my family and then decided to catch a movie at vivo but then no interesting movie,then my dad drove us to the cathay,but still there's no any interesting movie.

lastr resort,we made a plan to go to the Orchid country club for a match of bowling!
hehs.
i tell you,i sucks at bowling nowdays.
havent been playing bowling for like what alomst a year?
ahahaha.

well,we played 3 games and seriously i had so much fun with my family,.
=)
so after the game,we headed to bilal's restaurant for our dinner.
and seriously i was really bloated!
damn,im so not used eating like that.
i havent been eating like that since i dont know when.
hehs.
and my sister told me that every weekend,they would just fill up their stomach like how i did.
and im like,@#@^&^$#.
hahaha.

if i were to continue like this,next 2 weeks,im fat!!
FAT!!
AHAHAHHA
ok lame.
and im feeling pretty bloated right now.
hehs.





anyways,i dont think i will be onlining that much nowdays.
fuck up people in the house!
fuck up uncle!1
cibai!
hehs!
hopefully thing just wont change as it is.


last but not least.
here's the dorkiest children's/siblings from used to be factory maker of Jamaludin & Zainab!
hahahhaha.
i love my siblings to the core!
will post any pictures soon as my sister upload all the pictures in her lappy and in her blog.hehs.



so long suckers!







these were the only few i can find,the others picture of a full squad i dont know where.
but all i know,there was alot more of us.
we grew together.
and i really miss you people.
i miss ap family to the core.

ap,(admiralty place).
a place which i'll never forget.
i still do see some of them,but not everyone anymore.
bear,i hope to see you soon in a few years time.
a lot of things happened when you step in and out from our life.
dont try to under estimate us,seriously dont.
well,i just miss every single of them.

one thing for all of us,
"satu jatuh,semua rempuh!!"
ahahaha.

and one which i will still keep in my heart,
"bila bila hidup mati..........."

to the place where we called our 2nd home,
is the place where bloods and fights can be found(before even dylimarcell was found or be seen by us ekh).
hahs.

i miss all that.
damn..
i miss you guys.

and on the other note,my uncle is driving me nuts.
pukimak betol!!
cibai!!

and im still thinking of what to do now.
remain as what i have change or to return back to some parts of my old life.

anyways i just think i should not be in your way.
hehs.

currently am at macdonald downtown east with only some of one fham peeps.
hehs.
anyways,im feeling abit bored here.
and while im updating my blog here,they keep on saying
"sempat sak update!!"

hahahaha.
will be spending my night here.hehs.
earlier on i went to chingay rehearsal.
it was suppose to start at 9am,but then due to my lack of punctuality this few days,i came 3hours later.hahahha.
went off form chingay earlier and proceed to kak zeella's house to have our rest for awhile and fill up our tummy.hehs.
and i kept on falling asleep while waiting for the girls to getready.
ahahhaaha.

okay2,later on im off to the beach with the rest.
hahs.
ok enough of me rambling.
i'll shall make an update other time.
hehs.

my pathetic uncle set a password on this bloody computer!!
holy shit!!
i was freaking frustrated when i first learnt about it.
KNNCB!!

i have to like ask him to key down his password.
cb!!
dont you think setting up a password is the good way.
trust me,you're just making everything worst.

firstly,i need the computer.
its like my daily source of oxygen.
i know,im all that crap,but this is my daily routine,and computer and internet life has been keeping m time occupied,to somehow express my feelings.

secondly,this is the only way i keep in contact with my fellow peers.
like you'd said it,there's always handphone and the housephone.
so?
does it makes any different!!
yes!!
cb!!
and even if i have th cash to top up my prepaid,i wont.
i will,when i feel like topping it up.
hahs.

thirdly,basically there's no third reason for it.
hahs.

and just dont blame me if im rarely being seen at home.
computer and internet has been the one that been keeping my butt at home.
well,beside dance which totally does makes me rarely been seen at home.
well,its my hobby you asswipers!!!
hehs.
at least i do know how to take care of myself.
for god sake,i know what is right and what is wrong!!

and enough of me rambling here.
we shall see how it goes ayeee..

TAGS ARE REPLIED HERE!


anna: what the hell are you talking about?ahhahah
issac:yeah,you saw yourself abg!hahs
ella:yeah of course i remember you lah my dear!=D
sis:lerr,hahaha.anyways,thanks alot yaw!
MARSH:HAHAH,aku tau,if ade aku cnfem best nyer lepak ngan aku,gerek.tk yah blg,.malu aku!ahhaha
faizahh:link you dear!
fee:yeah i was at RP.hahah.we were THIS CLOSE kan?ahahha
mira:of course!!hahaha
yanie:yeap2.sibok jek kau nie.ahaha
suushades:link yaw!
eena!:hey,really?if you saw me again,do call out my name aites?
andreas:dah dtg pon=)
shikinHONEY:LINKED YOU,sorry lambat link.
nas:linked u!
ct:linked you!
shikinHONEY:ihv linked you already.now,be a good gitl and be happy now okay>?=D

and i have replied and linked all of you guys.
=D
am truly sorry for the late blablabla.
=D

newest addiction.
created by:eflava.

woohooo.



ONE FHAM.(dylimarcell,16 souls,nanep,kak zeella, n who else?)haha




DYLIMARCELL.


on a side track.
i know its so different for you.
the feeling is different.
and im sorry for that.
its just me.
im sorry.

and i have told you that i wont get out from your life much less ignoring you.
i just hope you are fine there.
=)


chingay is drawing nearer.
rehearsal is getting tight.
oh i cant wait to perform!!
hehehe
and people,i will link and reply to all your tags as soon as possible.
hahaha.
peace!=)


I wanted you - Ina





Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you



i think its time i tell you.
you'll get the answer through this song.
like i have always said to you this few days,
whatever happens just happens for a reason.
and its never your fault.
its my ow fault n its because of my own self things became this way.
im trully sorry for that.

im just hurting yourself either way.
just remember what i have been telling you.
i will always be there for you whenever you need me.
the care and concern will still be there.
the love for you as my other half,im afraid for now.
i just cant.
its just me,myself.
im sorry.

and dont worry about myself leaving and ignoring you.
it wont.
im sorry that it has to end this way..
im truly sorry.
i miss you!

and im turly sorry dearest lembab!

im just sorry!
me and my stupid bloody mouth!!!
fucking shit!!
cbcbcbcbcb!1
im such a jerk!
an asshole!


IM SORRY!!


i just ahte myself!
and bye3.

school is okay.
class is effing fun.
there's some pretty awesome people there.
especially faizal and hasif!!
hahaha.
the rest were fun too.but somehow,i can feel 2 of u are being plastics.
and let me remind you,i aint someone who you think you can easily step on.
asshole!!

anyways,im feeling pretty speechless now.
but teh good thing is,we both now know the truth...
i wont say much for now.
i just wished i can unwind back the time if possible.

for a moment...
it seriously touched my heart...

at times,i just dont know what the hell am i doing.
for a moment in life,it kept me pondering a lot of stuffs.
but still,im clueless as it is.


school's already started for me last friday.
so how was school?
SPEECHLESS~~~~~~
out of several campus,and im being thrown away into campus yishun.
hehs.
but nevermind,there's always a reason in everything that happens in life.
made some new friends in my class,infact i made 5 friends in that school.
hahaha.
but i only find 2 of them to be nice,as the other 3 seems totally ignorant and way too childish and still having stupid mindset on which girl has the nice face and nice ass.
oh please.
im totally not in the treat of anything stupid of hanging with those pathetic losers.
worst come to worst,i'll just have to tolerate.i gues.=_=


anyways,i just hope whats best for me.=)

seriously im too effing lazy to update/blog.
somehow,i can sense that you guys seriously wants to test us out.
dont worry we will see how it goes.

sérieusement, je suis tout à fait choqué et déçu par vos actions.

je veux dire comme, oui je comprends que votre sentent soudainement effing en difficulté et terrible mais cela ne fait pas signifie que vous voulez signer dehors.
raison étant, vous vous sentez terrible.

que l'utilisation de moi étant est-elle votre autre moitié quand je ne peux pas te montrer mon soin et souci ? ?

ok, récemment nous avions eu beaucoup de malentendu ici et là.
parfois, son juste la manière comment je te parle qui vous fait se sent fâchée et triste.

mais parfois, vous avez dit des choses sans voir même le fait que je veux vraiment te parler bien que je puisse sembler occupé avec mes propres substances.
n'importe comment occupé je suis, je sérieusement veux te parler.
et si je m'avère justement être fouineur sur ce que vous faites, je suis désolé.

sérieusement, du fond de mon coeur.

JE SUIS DÉSOLÉ POUR LES CHOSES QUE J'AIE FAIT RÉCEMMENT.

et je sais son assez injuste à toi.
celui qui soit lui, j'espère que vous faites très bien maintenant.
je vous laisserai seul pour pendant quelque temps maintenant.

faire attention.

et

je t'aime !

and pam,this section is for you.

dont worry alright?
just pray the best thing for you.
and,KARMA is the best!!
that bitch aint good either.
alright,thats it.
nothing more than that.
hahahahha~~~~

pathetically feeling mundane right now.
i cant watch any shows on tv or let alone dvds,as my step dad is sleeping in the living hall.
darn!!
i just feel like taking a knife and just stab him,then once im done watching my shows,i'll pull back the knife.
hahaha..
ok,yes i know.
very lame!
yes just say it out loud.
hehs

anyways,im pretty mad with this sniffy girl from chingay.
oh please!
im sure you'll get that fake sympathetic of yours in return.
damn!!

anyways,here;s a good news for me and to some.
i got myself a course and a school.
but the bad thing is,it has to be at ite campus yishun!!
darn it!
damn!!
out of all school!
-_-
hahah

but nevermind,i have to be grateful with what im being offered.
i couldnt get the course that i applied for,but i was counter offer for this course,electricion.
well,nevermind then.
at least its smething ratehr than nothing.
and who knows my interest in this coruse my just grow.
ahahah

okay,gotta bounce.
im suddenly feeling hungry.
ahaha.
and bee,pantat kau!!

imissyoudear!



cool shit or what?
ahahah.
these were only some of it.
hahaha.
the costumes were pretty cute but its like burning all your fats in it while you're wearing it.
ahaha
try spotting kak zeella!!
ahahah.
and imma wasps!!
the outfit is pretty cool!
ahahah
and i love u dear.

at times i just feel the need of not being around.
i just feel like letting everything go.
im just as weak as it seems.
im not strong anymore.
i dont know how long it will take for me to get everything back on the track.

but riyan once said,

« ®ï¥Äñ }{aƒƒÿs:	but the sick thing about life is,
« ®ï¥Äñ }{aƒƒÿs:	once u stop, you'll lose your grip,
« ®ï¥Äñ }{aƒƒÿs:	and it'll be harder to move on and adapt

whatever isit,i'll just try and try and try to move forward.
anyways,im missing my dearest now.
boohoo...

all tag replies will be here...

nadz:hahha.wat?i already linked you.=)
momo:linked you bro!=)
.: :hahaha/aites2.cool shit!hahah
kid:hello kid!!
yanie:ihv linked you too yanie!=)
MARSH:haha.nie makcik!!haha.kecoh uh lu!hahah
David Santos:happy new year to u too!!=D
mel:hey thanks!!ihved linked you btw.
zuraidi santa:haha.thanks alot.
nurul:hahah.aites sis!=)
ryzal:its current affair.bt i aint sure whuse the singer.i'll get abck to you once i know whuse the singer?
sis:errmm?slengeh?y?hahaha


if you ever see this person beside me.
please do tell him that i miss him alot!!
abg!!
you matrep!!
ahahhaha

anywoos,the last time i saw abg would be on the eve of new year.
abang had a performance together with dylimarcell.
ahahahah.
the event turned out to be freaking fun and spectacular!
ahaha.
serious shit!
it was super fun but except the fact that the dj "spoilt" our song until fawly ah to sing for us!
hehs.
but overall,we killed the audience they loved us!!
wooohooo!!
i miss everyone!

gotta run along now.
tillyousee......
ilydear


a blurry site which eventually leads to a clearer antiphon.
somehow,i wished things will just get better,but its not.
i'll just let myself modulate and take a step back in everything.
i'll explain myself on why that conclusion is being made.



Darkness Fall Crew (DFC) collaboration between fhunkie stylerz and dylimarcell.
do comment.
and wanna see us morE?