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woke at 11am on satuday without hearing my pathetic alarm.
hehs.
i was totally late for chingay.
chingay starts at 12,and im still at home at 11.
quickly took a shower and everything at by 1130 or so i was out.
reached chingay around 1230.
luckily i bumped into anna and naz in the train.
tehy were late too.
hahha.


so,blablabla....
chingay was fun.
but somehow,i find 1 or 2 people to be pretty irritating.
like seriously,if i could.
i would wanna just tell them straight to the face that they are a pests!
hahs.

so after the chingay,they had the PAYM anniversary and all the chingay's participants under PAYM were invited to come after practice.
but only few attended.
like around ten people including me,kak zeella and aween.
buthere's the thing,the three of us stayed because of the free flow foods.
ahahhaa.
so once we are done with our food,we went back home coz it seems to be boring and there were not alot of people attending it.
hehs.

then,went clarke quay to meet up with e,remy,eerah and the rest to watch flava one performance.
heee....
it was nice.

to cut it short,after everything went back to dearest place to spent the night there.
heheheh.
it was freaking fun wih dearest.
and oh,we wanted to watch twillight.
but the connection was fucked up.
so,we had a webcam session with bee.
it was freaking hilarious i tell u.
hahaha.
bee,heard every single conversation i and dearest had.
hahaha.

went to bath,and after bathing.
watch what happened in las vegas.
did i getthe movie title correct?
ahahha.
it was hilarious.
we both kept on laughing watching that movie.
ahahha

went back home and had my horrendous haircut.
yeah,my new hairstlye sucks.
hehs.
whatever.


anyways,it was so nice to be with dearest.
heeee...
imy already and ilysm!


it was totally mundane the whole day.
seriously.
geeesss..

anyways,im waiting for dearest to reach home from work.
gees,and im left with clueless on what to do now.
hehs.

hmm,oh yeah.later on im having chingay practice.
and most likely some are not turning up.
bee is not turning up as she's having blablablablabla,
and fawly,she's ahving her circumcise ceremony thingy.
but its her lil bro.
hehs.

and who else??
no idea.-_-

okay,im done for now.
and yeah ihv linked you people.
do tag me if i miss out on yours.
=D

i love you lembab!

is it right?or is it not?
i dont know.
im just still clueless.
but i am feeling fuck up now.

this instinct gotta go away,like seriously.
its totally giving me a hard time.
and now,it kept me pondering about virtualities.
i aint sure myself.

yes i know,imperturbability is the key,but just how long its going to take this to put to an end
and to partage.
everything has its bourne.
but,whatever isit im pretty strong for this.=)

and yeah,i think ihv been over reacting towards you for the pass few days.
i dont know.
it seems like it became a whole melodramatic session for us.
and i dont know why i kinda dont really like it.
and yes,i know.
i bet i must have blurted out things that are suppose to be kept.
hehs.

i know,its really obvious that im easily emulous.
hehehehhe.

anyways,a visit to changi general hospital with amira and hetty earlier on.
and then off to admiralty dome,to fis practice.
i must say,i had alot of fun, and there was so much laughter just now.
oh man,i find it to be pretty hilarious when i think back.
ahahahhaha.

and,i miss and i love my dearest itamlembab to the core ekh!!
MND LOVES LNH LAH!!
=D




jyyeeeahhhh!!!
dear is back home already!!
heeee...
*im all smiles now.*

been waiting and been surfing the net and been bloghopping while waiting for dearest to reach home.=D

now,im like waiting for dearest to be online.
hahahahah.


anyways,lets talk about chingay shall we?
i guess i didnt elaborate or talked about chingay.
so last saturday,we had to report at 9am at people association headquater.
meet up at jurong mrt station at nearly 9am.
hahahha.

we had to dance under the hot sunny sun.
seriously,i had no idea why we had to dance under the hot sunny sun.
and because of that,im getting darker.
hehs.

so,voguelicious and dylimarcell handle it all with grace.
hehehehe.
voguelicious and one fham got into the selection of selected 40 dancers.
except for that fact that it wasnt a whole one fham as some didnt wanted to be dancers.
ahahaha.
and the choreographer approached to us individually to be under the the selected 40dancers.
and we dont have to go for the selections at all.
ahahahhaha.

and oh,imma wasps now instead for an ants.
hehs.
i waanna be in bees.
can i?
hhahahahaha.
but i doubt so i can.
ahahahhahah.nvm.


and oh,currently im chatting with dearest now.
will update soon.
too much too handle?

notice in you...notice in me....=D=D=D

darn!!
im pretty mad!!
fucking shit!!
tsskkk...

but nevermind,i just hope you learn your lesson.
and for me the next time,i better explain and tell you the reason boldly.
hehs.
and im not going to make it a big issue out of it.
because,"they" are just pathetically losers and a bunch of nosey asses!

im pretty tight now.
but still i get to meet you just now.
cant wait to meet up with you soon dear.

anywoos,here's to ma lovely sister and cuzzie.

sis,happy belated 2oth birthday once again!!
i hope you had a great time celebrating with your friends.
as for your present,i'll give you a belated one instead aites.

and cuzzie,i know later on you're going to be admitted to hospital until friday.
i'll try to visit you if i can make it aites.
no worries aites.=D

and i miss you dearest itam lembab.
and i love u!

okay2.
here's the thing.i was totally worn out by yesterday dance practice.
9am to 1pm we had chingay practice.
and its under the sunny sun.
and im getting darker because of that.

rest for awhile,430 had dance practice with some of the dylies.
was really working my ass out there.
hehs.

well,anywoos here's one of the vid thati like it so much.
well,its not that perfect nor nice.
detailing and technique wise arent there yet.
so,dont expect too much or anything else.

p.s:look on the orange t-shirt...(hehehehe)

and yeah thanks nanep for the the 2nd part of the choreography.(during me and chacha dance)






and i miss dearest itam lembab.
and i get to meet you later!
hehs.
aahahha
i love u la fucker!

happy 3rd month anniversary dearest itam lembab!!

i cant wait for our plan later.
heeeee..
and you,have doing your closing now.
ahahahhaa.
ilysm and imysmt.



jyeahhhh!!!
dearest itamlembab just messaged me sayingthat tomorrow dearest is not working.
which means,everything is on.
and its a confirm!!
woohooo~~!!!
im super duper happy!!


will update soon.
bye.
imissyoudear and i miss everyone!

my body is aching.
hehs.

so yesterday had dance practice at 12 which i postponed it until 1pm but i came at 2pm.
hahaha.
sorry chacha and fawly.
i had to wait for dearest itam lembab to reach my place.
and thanks dearest for the help once again.
so,i get to meet up with dearest and dance practice was like hell.
seriously like hell.hhahaha.
so around 4.30pm dearest went off to work after buying me a pack of chicken rice.
thank you once again.

and yeah,fawly's spec was dented spoilt while we were krumping.
hahahahha.
so much for krumping.
hahahaha.
and at 630,i left the place and headed off to kallang to meet up with liza.
initial plan was to meet up with kak z and the rest at kallang mrt station at 630pm.
but i was late,as i had dance practice.
so went meet up with liza at kallang around 7plus and headed off to people's association hq for the chingay training.
well,it wasnt really a chingay training,except for the fact for the sub ic's training.
we ahd to learn the steps,and on saturday we'relike the so clled trainers.
wthh.


seriously i had lotsa fun learning the steps,it was so much better.
hahaha.
and yeah,someone asked for myname?
hehs.
ahahaha.

cant wait for tomorrow.
dear,tomorrow its a must day aites.
few more hours.,
heeeeee....

cant help but wait for tomorrow.

i miss you la fucker.

imsorryforwhatihavedoneearlieron.
ifuckingdontunderstandmyself,ihavenotevertastesorfeltthiswaybeforewithanyoneelse.
imnotlying,seriouslyimnot.
ijustwantu,ijustwantuthatsall.
andiguessyoushouldknowthat.
idontknowwhy.

anditsnotthatipurposelywantedtoputthephonedown,buthearingyoulikethatjustmakesmeponder
ifieveramthecauseofthis,maybebitsandparcel,imnotsure.
thisfeelingissucky.
bigttimesucky,totallysucky.
suckysuckysuckysucky.

whateverisit,imfallinginlovewithyouanditsgettingstrongerandstronger.
ihopeiamnotthat"leceh"likewhatyouthinkiamnow.
idontcarewhatothersthinkaboutme,youorus.
becausealliknow,
thebeatisbeingplayedbythetwoofus.
yes,itsbeingplayesbythetwoofusonly.
justthetwoofus.
nothingelsematters.
whatmattersmostisnow,formetobethereforyouandforustoplaythebeattogetherasone.
andidontwishtohurtyouatall.


justdonthurtitwhenitstooattach.
imissyou,dearestitamlembabandiloveyou.

chingay was okay.
made new confidants.
didnt dance,just briefing and measurement for the costume.
hehs.

well,i was being thrown away to the other groups,which is the "ants"!
yeah ants.
this year theme,or shall i say next year theme is insects,or animals.
oh whatever.


will link you people soon aites.
then,it was a last minute plan that we decided to watch fhunkie stylerz to perform at west coast mall.
had alot of fun,after the performance headed off to west coast park.
well,now i know that west coast park do exist.and it's asif ihv been there.
yes dearest,you win and i lose.
next time stop dear?
west coast park??
hahahahah..

later on in the evening,met up with dearest.
and then,had dinner again since dearest was forcing me.
but,i wont blame dearest.
and oh,yeah.
dearest was really a cutestuff.dearest actually grabbed and hugged me as tight as possible as dearest didnt want me to go home.
and it was a sweet thing for me.no one had evr done it to me.
hehehehhe

sunday,headed off to bff house.
its her birthday.
well,not yesterday.but today.
only a few some of people were invited.
her bff clans which consist of me,ernie,syah and ayu.
the ex girlfriend,which happens to be one of my bff clans werent there.
everyone couldnt get a hold onto tsai.

but still,the occasion was fun.the family were fun.
the atmoshpere was madness.
damn!
hahahaha.

in the night,met up with dearest for awhile before we headed off to home.
=)

and now.
you're just the same like your ** ******d!
you people are just a nuisance in my life!!
fucking shit!
when you people are not happy with me,there you go.
chasing me out from the house.
fucking cibai!
what do you think i am?
a thing that can easily be thrown here and there.
you people never ever think about my feeling,all you people want is to understand and think
about your feelings.
i had enough.

from one point to the other point.
it kept on crawling.
and what,you guys expect me to work and work.
fucking shit come on.
i have my youth life.
and its not as if im not doing anything about my life.
im searching for a job you ass!
im trying and trying,bt people are just hitting oin me.

what?
you really want me to be back in ma old life.
hanging around every single day,be a piece of that trash to the nation and stuff.
well,to the you people the truth.
just within a minute,i can be back to my old life.
and this time round,i can be worst.
if you people think,by chasing and daring me to go out from the house is justthe solution.
well let me tell you.
sooner or later,i will grant your wish.
and this time round,dont ever think of regretting and making me felt to be the one to say sorryand to think to slowly makin the relationship better.
coz this time round,once i decided to do something.
im going to throw everyone out from my life.
i'have said to you people.
just dont try and once ihv decided,i will do it.
and its just a matter of time.
and you people know it.


and i miss and i need my dearest itam lembab.

currently reading online news while waiting for the time to wake up and get ready.
didnt know that there's alot of issues being made in and around the world.

anyways,im having heading to meet up the rest later at 7am at khatib's mrt station.
then,meeting the rest of the cliques at 7.45am at toa payoh interchange.
a very big thanks to dearest itam lembab.
seriously,thank you.

thanks for consoling me while i was on stress mode,and helping me out.
if it were not for you,i wont be sticking my ass out from the house later.
and yeah,not to forget aween too.=)

cant wait for chingay's dance practice later.
woohoooo.
ahahahha.

and i will get to meet voguelicious later!!
wooohooo!1
i super duper miss them to the core!
like seriously i miss them.
heee.

and2,sorry to anna and bee for wasting your time yesterday.
i dont know what the hell concourse means,and i tried calling anna.
=)
easy to say there's communication breakdown.=)
sorry guys.

might be meeting dearest itam lembab later in the evening.

i miss you.
=)

currently at macdonald admiralty with DEAREST ITAM LEMBAB!!
and yeah not to forget anna too.
hehehe.

so yeah,currently been on the computer since 11.45pm.
been surfing on the net like a dork.
hehs.

initial plan was to have a digimon marathon with dearest itam lembab,bt then anna is here with us and we already decided to watch together.
the both of us only,=)


as im typing this dearest itam lembab and anna are talking about hello kitty.
hahahaha.
and dearest itam lembab just said that dearest is hungry again!!
wtff!
hahhaha.

and fyi,this would be the fourth time dearest's eating again.
hehs.

when everyone left,myself,dearest,epein and anna had a webcam session.
it was totally lame and pretty idiotic thing.
but it was fun and some of the shots were nice.
hehs.

and oh yeah,we had a video just specially made for leisure.
lol.
and now,im pretty flabbergastered by my horrendous look.
hahahahaha.



--------thinking mode----------

nevermind,i shall update again soon.


P.S:dearest is beside me now.=)=)=)=)
and not to forget bimbotic anna.-_-

last sunday was totally majestic.

meet up with dearest under my void deck.
there was no plan being made.
we just thought of doing the same thing just like we did last sunday.

and so we both were clueless on what to do.
and it came across my mind to call shasha and asked her if she's coming down to ap.
told dearest about my plan,and dearest was being such an irritating fellow as usual of not wanting to decide and leaving me to decide everything.

off to ap,met shasha,then came along rashid,sakai and followed by nasha,min and kak julie.
the intial plan was to chill with them for awhile and after that dearets and myself headed off to a different place to be alone.

but our plan was destroyed.
they decided to go for a ride in "boss"(i totally forget this dude name) van.
as expected,we were really in for a treat by the driver.
hahahhaa.
the ride was crazy,serious shit!
everyone in the van was screaming,laughing,rolling all over the place and so on.
damn!
the rise was far worst the crazy taxi.

it was splendid.
i was laughing my ass off in the van while hugging dearest.
hahahahah.
seriously,i dont really know how to explain on how the ride is.
but all i can say its CRAZY!!
totally insane!
and i love it!

and im waiting for another ride now.
hehehehe.

so after the deranged ride.
we decide to head off to the roof top.
everyone was there except min and "boss".
i was totally shaken off by the height i tell you.

i dont know why,suddenly i was afraid of heights.
hahahhaha.
and so,we had our breakfast at the rooftop.
we talked,laughed,danced,smoked etc.
and most of the time dearest kept on munching.
hahahaha.

and most of the time too,i was cuddling and hugging dearest.=)
one thing that you should know about dearest.
dearest never fails to put up a smile on my face.=)
and i thank dearest for that.







and miss my dearest itam lembab.
will be meeting you later in the night.
and i cant wait.heee.

p.s: i have linked you people up.do tell me if i have not link you yet,=)


will updates very soon.
too lazy.
seriously im too lazy.
=)
hehs.


and i miss dearestitamlembab like alot ok?

friday was the bomb!!
dancebeats was cool!
so much for not going.
hehs.

but a big thanks to my big sis liyana.heheh.
if it werent for her,i wont be able to come.
hehehe.
so yeah,congratulations to every single finalists!
everyone was dope!
and congrats FHUNKIE STYLERZ for winning second!=)

saturday,met dearest itam lembab for awhile and off to meet sakai.
and it was a last minute plan.
they asked me to tag along to cash box.
karaoke!
hahahaha.
me sing?
only god knows how awful my voice is.
ahahhaa.

later on,might be meeting dearest itam lembab.
and i will give you my hug just like i promise aites?
so dont you worry.

and about the empty cigg box i found in your bag earlier on,
i was just kidding ok.
i trust you.
and next time,just dont hit my face.
hahahahahah.

will update soon.
hitting the sacks now.

p.s:kak nurul,can i have the pic on friday?and pics that has my face in it.
hehehehe.thanks.=)

and i miss my dearest itam lembab.

oh well,im pathetically stuck at home when everyone is out.
hehs.-_-

sorry guys for not been able to follow or to come for dancebeats and cheer up for dearest fhunkie stylerz and kak z.
im just too broke to go out today.
damn it.

i just hate this part seating at home alone.
and now,im a
home alone dude.
ahahahhaa.

gotta do something to occupied my time now.
dearest itam lembab is out with friends,and so is everyone else.
family members,gone to "rewang"(wedding) whatever you call that thing is.

-------boring mode---------

im going to end my pathetically post now.

2nd post.
i know.
but just shut up and keep on reading.

im too bored,seriously.
well,im still in a search for a job.
seriously,i need a part time job to help myself,and mommy has been nagging to me for idling at home and about dance.
well,its not that she's against the dance thingy,but she wants me to work as well as dancing.
oh god,help me.
hehs.


and i miss dancing with voguelicious.
im sorry guys for not been able to meet and dance with you guys.
and to those haters,just shut your bloody mouth.
voguelicious is a part of my life!=)
they are bunch of nice people that rocks your life.
and diss them, you diss me!!
=)



today woke up late as usual.
woke up around 630pm.
it was driving me nuts.
it=boredom,yes!

and so,had a last minute plan.
meet up shasha at khatib mrt and met sakai and the rest at city hall.
went to survey things, and off to marina square foodcourt and had dinner.
and dinner was on sakai!
hahahaa.
thanks sakai.=)

then,bumped into mira and diyana.
i miss you both,and dayah too.
talked with them for awhile before heading off to merlion.
and then,off to home.
hhahaah.

pictures are taken,but im pure lazy to upload.
dont blame me,im just lazy nowdays.
hehs.

sometimes,it ponders me why it turns out this way.
well,maybe time will reveal us both the answer.
and like yesterday i told you over on the phone.
i hate you!!!
i hate you for one reason.
i hate you for capturing my heart!=)

and now,please dont be sad aites.
hehehe.

anyways,you were sleeping like a log when i called you earlier on.
hehs.
thank you so much for sleeping.
hahah.
im joking.
its ok,you were already tired,and you told me.
so,i dont mind.=)

and i miss you like fuck!
quick!
i need your hug!
its driving me insane!!




imissyoudearestitamLEMBAB!

woke up pretty late today.

spent the night with dearest itam lembab near my crib.
eventually,the plan was to meet up with each other and head back home before the last train.
when dearest itam lembab refused to head home and said wanted to spent then night
here with me.

and so,we spent the whole day and night together.
it was something that i wont forget.
and yes dear,i have hugged you just as u wanted me.=)

the ambience were pretty much romantic and peaceful just as we wanted it to be.
had late night supper,an hour or so of sleep,and pretty much of cuddling and conversations going on.

just as dearest was being a pampered one,and as we both hugged each other.
came along,celine dion song out of nowhere.
and we both find it to be a sweet and a romantic one.
and oh,i was touched by what you said to me yesterday.


i miss you so much now.
and i think.....