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yes,the intuitions i have for you were never once phony.
everything that i said were always verity.
if you think its phony,then my reply is muffle.

things are getting complicated as it is right now.
and i respect whatever conclusion you're gonna make.
and i wanna you to be content with what your decision is.

i hope your intuitions for me or the things that you said to me were never once a canard.


for a moment,im speechless.

nevertheless, i want you to be happy.
=)

p.s:i miss you and love you like a slenge maplek.


one word.
boredom.
and its somehow killing me now.

so had a mini competition yesterday at bukit panjang plaza.
so before everything started,meet up with the rest except for izzy and veron at eunos mrt station.
went to desmond house,chilled watch some dvds.
then went izzy arrived,recap steps and off we went in the van to bukit panjang plaza.

upon reaching there,i was feeling pretty nervous.
well,tho' it was a mini competition,i had to do my very best.
and plus there was good crews there like seven wonders,x's funk,limited edition,6 souls and some i guess.

we were the 7th items.
and thanks to those who came and supported us,voguelicious.
and oh dearest was there too.
eventually dearest came.
heee.

we danced,did the best we all could.
and yes,the audience were like hell.
hell shit.
it was chaos when we were dancing.

and results.
1st-ghetto elements
2nd-voguelicious
3rd-seven wonders.

and to those who didnt won,you guys did a great job seriously.
and i was intimidated actually.
hahaha.
and i had funFUNFUN!!
HAHAHAHHA.

congrats to all!

and and.
i miss my dearest maplek ,dylimcarcell,loveliest,cliques.
and you all made my day.

p.s:will postthe pictures and video once its upload.

turning in to bed infancy have been like a routine for me lately.
but as soon as the sun is about to rise,and so will my eyes.
im not used waking up early and to be found doing nothing.
well,not exactly nothing,but the period was somehow wasted on entertaining wise.

i mean that's the whole point here that im talking,
there's nothing much you can do early in the morning
except for the fact sms-ed the dearest,watch tv,watch online movies,computer etc.etc.
and oh,household chores are not to be mention.
its been put aside in my "hectic agenda".
i mean to define the whole perception that im rambling here.
im thoroughly inertia to be exact.

yes,im utterly inertia.
major observance is coming up.
and its approximately to be found in a week or so.
as far as where im concern,its not leading me anywhere.
im not really bothering myself with all this kind of things.

im only concern on how my emergence looks like that day.
yes,call me utterly selfish or whatever you called it.
i just need a rinse from a chlorine water and im going to be better.
hahhaha.
as if.
hahhahaha

anyways,
i met dearest _insertname_ ,and spent time together awhile before i had to head out
to my other plans.well,its not suprising to see that dearest _insertname_ to blog about me and
only to be found with a pathetic one sentence or so.well,i cant ask for more cant i?
be grateful,and its the thought that counts.
and i know,im being a childabuse.
hahahahhaha

and so later on in the late afternoon,went to break my fast at my dad's crib.
then,went to meet up with anna and naz and her other half with his friends at fushun garden.
they were studying,and i actually somehow taught naz,chemistry in a way.
hahahaha.
i mean wthh!
lucky for her,she actually understood what i and anna taught her.

after the study session,and we were off to ap.
our old hangout place.
our second home.
reminising the past was such a laughter for us.
we had fun,and we had alot of trouble as well with the police.
and there's no doubt about that.

i felt like i didnt want to go home.
but,there's too much memories that kept on clinging onto my mind.
and i know,i have to let it all go.
but,maybe its just not the time yet.
and plus, dearest _insertname_ was being a pathetic maplek bitch asking me to go home early.
hahahahhaha.
and dont be mad my dear.
hahahahaha

and oh,im having practice later on after the break-ing fast session.


p.s:i miss you like a slenge maplek.


i know i havent been updating my blog frequently.

days passed by without noticing that it was fast.
and soon few more days left to the big day.

at times i ponder myself why there's such term called friends.
being a friend to one isint easy.
there's always "their" ups and downs.
but when one attempted glory,and the other dont.
there's bound to be a personal jealousy,
and they bring up to each and every measure to bring you down.

and little did it shocked me,
there's still torments who still shadowing at the humans body
and are still living within us.

and it was all said and proven by that faithful person.

whatever it is bella,be strong and rest assured that myself and the others will
always be there for you.
soon,it will reveal its true colour.
and dont be afraid of the consequences,there's always justice.


and so,i spent my days being apart of it.

well,anyways i got to meet my dearest cuzzie!
bee!
and and and,nanep,v,e,remy,hasween and some.


went out to break fast at town with nanep,bee,hasween at long john.
then walked our ass off to city hall.
and i went off to practice while they went or shows.
damn i miss alot of fun!!
and i miss kak z,anna,naz,totot,cliques everyone!!
and i miss org "tu".!!!

met org "tu" yesterday and we purely taked about pathetics stuffs.
hahahaha.
and i miss org "tu".
heee.

will post some pictures soon,when i recieve my handphone charger from my sis.
and in the mean time im stuck with my lil brother's embarrasing handphone.
come on,
its a mono-poly or whatever yyou call the thing.
damn it!!

will blog again soon.

and im yearing for org "tu" hugs and i miss you too.

okay good news.
i found my new wallet.
hahahaha.

so,my sis cant be mad with me.
hahahaha.
and seriously i dont know where the heck i can get an orange socks.they dont sell it here near my place.
fucking shit.


and im fucking broke to go to dance practices.
okay,maybe some of you would say
"go ask your parents lah"
or
"borrow money lah"

okay here's the thing,i support myself.
i buy my own needs,things with my own hard earned money.
yes,there are at times i splurge,i enjoy here and there,went shopping.but hey,its my own money.
its never my parents money.

well,i wont label my parents as a bad parents.
they did their part especially my mom.
well,dad did his part eventho'....
basically my siblings and i grew up with supporting ourself.
well,i wont say we would support all by ourself.
there's time when parents came in.

i would say im used to it.
and im not used spending my time idling and not working.
seriously.
i need to find a part time job soon!!


like omg!!
can i cry??
hahahaahha


okay im lazy to update now,and pardon me with my language.
will update soon.


anyways im totally over you.
:P:P
you're such a bad person!!
hahahaha.

i cant sleep.
i dont know why.
things been bugging me,
and finance is the big issue.

one thing i love being not working is that i have alot of time.
plenty of time to be wasted and going out.
and the thing i hated most is,im officially broke.!!
how great can that be??

and to add on to my pathetic life,i lost my wallet
AGAIN!!
YES AGAIN!!
and im sure my sis will yell at me for sure.
because why,the wallet was a birthday gift from her.
and i lost it.
well,it consists of my atm card,my ezlink,moneys,receipts,membership cards.
and i lost it.

i cant believe it!!
or maybe i just misplaced the wallet?
i dont know.

but one thing for sure,im broke and i lost my wallet.
which means,i cnat go to dance practice!!
and i hate to borrow people money!
seriously!
i just hate it!
i prefer to lend then to borrow.
oh god!

and im in a search for a part time job.
errrmm,recommendations anyone??

and i wont just sit and keep on whining,
imma do something about it!

people,please kindly tag when you visit my blog.
thanks.

and i have updated.

i have link you people up.
and sorry if i miss anyone.
just tag and inform me in case i havent link you up.


weekend was sure a boredom.
it was just a total turn off for me.
i didnt even go out to meet my cliques or anyone on friday and saturday.
i was dying and suffocating at home.
well,nevermind that i didnt went out on friday but saturday,im stuck at home.
oh god.
hahahha.

anyways,i had dance practice with voguelicious on sunday.
practice started out late,it started after 7pm,after the breaking fast thingy.
eventually everyone was late,except for mel,jaz,and abg issac.
well,most of us came after 8.30pm.
routine is almost done,left with less than 5percent.
and we all need to brush up,especially me.
i seriously need to buck up with my steps.
well,the routine is going to be a dope one.
credits goes to izzy,abg issac.

well,that's it right?

so,i slept pretty late yesterday,watched online movie again.
hahhaahha.

the comp really sucks,its lags at times especially when it comes to buffer the video.

so,had a conversation with unknown.
haahha.
unknown really makes me smile.
ahhaahah.
here's one of what unknown said to me in msn earlier on.

unknown says:
actually u look attractive in ur dp thts y i ask if............

well,go figure out whats behind.
hahhahaha.
oh,im famished.
and i cant wait to sahur-ing.
hhahahaha.

anyways,im over u baby.
well,i guess i am.
i am right?
maybe abit or totally??.
hahahha.
wthhh.

and that is totally random.
hahahha.
and oh,tag bitches.=)

here's an entry to my late auntie.
ROSNI BTE AHMAD.


its been 16 days since you left us and this world.
time really fly fast.
having you a part in our existence was really such a blessing.
knowing that you were admitted to an asylum was a horrendous moment for us all.

spending the endless night in asylum was really worth than a cache.
the endless of prayers and patience we all had was soon had to end.
the signs were there,everyone could see it,but we kept the prayers within us.

everyone wanted you to get well and be back home once again.
eventually,you did went back home.
but,it was just your body that you brought along.
your soul left us.
millions of tears were shed.
but nothing would bring you back to us.
only memories of you will kept on clinging in our minds.

the laughter,the smile,the happiness
we all shared together will always be in my heart.

it really breaks my heart,seeing you leaving just like that.
and to see you cry before you leave us.
and i cant imagine how would my grandparents endure to all this.
especially my grandfather.
you were the child that my grandfather would dote on most.
and you would always be the one who would be waiting for him to come back home
from work despite at times he would be home late just you can have dinner together.

for a moment,i cant keep on typing,tears flowing dwn.

this year hari raya,we are celebrating as per normal.
but with one person less.
and i wont forget the smile of yours.
and how pulchritudinous you look when i gave you the last kiss on the forehead.


and this is a picture of my aunt.

and thanks to nurses in ward 6B,TTSH who constantly keep a look out ofr my aunt.

and once again,here's a khusus of al-fatihah for rosni bte ahmad.

i'll miss ya aunt.

another day's practice with voguelicious.
well,came late for practice.
things happened at home.
and i almost couldnt come for practice.
shitty ass.


anyways,i had fun practicing with them.
and i seriously need to buck up.!!
competition's left with two weeks.
and i cant afford not to buck up.
then saw eki,when i was practicing.
she was with her group of friends.

and i think she was kinda shocked to see me.
ahahahha.
yeah hell.
she's cute.
hahahaha/
will be prettier if she's taller.
ahhahahaha.

so anyways,had a chat with kai.
basically we were talking uber nonsense.
okay kidding.
somehow,i had fun talking to kai.
ahahhaha.

and so,i wanted to watch hancock again,coz the yesterday morning while i was watching
i fell asleep.
and today,the comp really sucks.
the loading were just too slow.
and then,kai asked me to watch this movie.
indeed its a korean movie.
and i totally love it!!

it was fun,and the ending were just perfect.
the lead actors and lead actress did a great job.



Summary
Based on the Internet novel of the same and written by Yeo-ni Gui, “Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do” is a touching love story with bittersweet elements. Jung-won wears a funny dragon suit, while working at the amusement park, and pours soda on Eun-kyoo, because of his taunts.

A short while later, Jung-won finds out that Eun-kyoo has moved into the house next to hers. Eun-kyoo now threatens to tell Jung-won’s parents that she works part time at the amusement park. To keep Eun-kyoo quiet, Jung-won agrees to carry his guitar for a week. Jung-won then starts developings feelings for Eun-kyoo, who is the lead singer in a band called Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do. Eun-kyoo also starts to develop similar feelings for Jung-won. The two soon become a couple.

With an odd twist of fate, Jung-won goes to the bands rehearsal room and meets a familiar person from her past, a boy named Hui-won. Their relationship makes everything make more complicated. 10 years ago, Jung-won and Hui-won were close friends, but because of a personal matter stopped talking to each other completely. Jung-won is now surprised to learn that her ex-close friend is now best friends with her boyfriend. Will their relationships survive?

Cast
Ye-ryeon Cha - Jeong-won
Geun-seok Jang - Eun-kyu
Ui-cheol Jeong - Hui-won
Ju-hwan Im
Su-yeon Han
Eun Lee
Min-ji Park
Hye-ok Kim

a very good movie.watch it.and below is the link.

http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Do_Re_Mi_Fa_So_La_Si_Do_-_Movie




and im going to watch water boys the movie next.
im not a big fan of japan's movie compared to a korean movie.
but there's no harm watching right?
and korean movies and dramas rocks!!
ahahaha.
just so you know,i have not touch my bed yet.
hahahaha.


and tag okay??!
hahahhha






effing bored early in the morning.
so i decided to put up some random pictures i took.hahahaha.
love it,enjoy.hate it, roll on!
hahahhaha.
i have what it takes??
hahahahhaha

a simple update it is.

i am fatigued.
my neck hurts like shit.
im despair.
and soon i will be on depression mode,
okay i was kidding.
i aint letting it happen just because shit happens.

oh for god sake,
can you just stop pretending that as if nothing happened?
oh please,i cant imagine how you're actually moving on so easily!
isit because of that person,or even better.
been fucking with alot of guys lately??

you know what,i got serious things to think of.
anywoos,things have been greatly fun for me!!
been going to geylang 2 times in a row.
hahahaha.

people have been cheering me up despite the fact that im not in the mood.

had a dance practice with VOGUELICOUS yesterday.!!
yes people,VOGUELICIOUS!!
=)=)=)=)

and im pretty sure im such a slow learner and i am the last person to learn the whole routine.
and im so way behind the rest,i really got alot of things to catch up and practices.
thanks for being absent for one practice,and this is what you get.hahaha.
but the other time,i was in the hospital when they had dance practice.


and oh,DYLIMARCELL is still going on strong!!

ermm,make yourself free on the 27th sept.
VOGUELICIOUS IS COMPETING IN A COMPETITION!!

do come and support us.
and to you haters,just be there!!
coz you're still helping us out big time despite jeering for us!!
dont worry i got some dog's poo for you haters just incase you cant really puke or
even worst pretending to be puking!!

not happy with what i have just said??
come,you may just hate tag or even better arrange a meeting with me to settle score.
just so you know,i am a bitch coz you're a slut!!
please,get a grip of yourself and kill yourself before your boyfriend does!!
you FUGLY SLUT!!



am i rambling??
coz i think i am..
hahahhahaha
ok,ihv updated.hahahahha

i cant help it.
but yes.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!

yes..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!

it was never meant for me to reminisce.
and i knew i was happy..
take care.
and you still make me high.

p.s:the supacute pendek once makes me high and still makes me high.

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
and when my days down and out,
i'll never stop thinking of you.

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile,
you'll always be a part of me,
how i wish you were still mine.

never will forget the day how we met
and came this far,
eventho' we got this feelings
but somehow it has to end up here.

i know its mean to say goodbye
and that's the hardest thing to do
cause you mean so much to me,
and that's the truth for me to you.

for all the things i have done and say
for all the hurt that i have caused you,
i hope you will forgive me baby
cause that wasnt what i meant to do.



there's so much for me to rant.
too many things that have yet to be tell.
too little things that have yet to be disclosed.


sorry for not been updating.
i was on hiatus,and most of the time i was busy.
i was never at home.
i spent almost of my time everyday at the hospital.


should i say,i spent my time pretty fantastic.
it wasnt a waste of my time.
i lost someone close to me.
my aunt.
dearest aunt,ROSNI BTE AHMAD.

she's the most wonderful woman i ever met.
she's going 34 this 2 october,but god loves her more than we do.
she's a special aunt,a special child with down syndrom.
she fought very hard until on friday(29/08/08),10.52am.
she was pronounced dead.


her only wished,was to see all her siblings,her parents,and her love ones.
and indeed,her wish was granted.
she took her two last breath before she was gone forever.
i was there,to witness.
and i was there,to cry for her.
when it was time for us to say goodbye to her for the last time,
i was touched.
she had the most beautiful face ever,her face was almost like shining.
she look as if she was smiling.
and she's the most beautiful lady i ever met.


and i dont wished to talk about it anymore.
and i pray for her well being.
and here's a khusus of al fatiha for my aunt.
.......

amin.

and you are loved by us.
will blog again soon.