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Friday, March 28, 2008, 3/28/2008 09:53:00 PM
arghh!!!!
im feeling like crying now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im damn weak at controlling my EMOTION!!!i dunoe why im feeling like crying..!!!! and when everything seems right,and im trying fcuking hard to stand on my two feet tho' i know i will tremble and fall n be missing that sumone that badly..that person just pop up,and say sorry...
but,look everyone makes mistakes..
"sedangkn nabi muhammad s.a.w boleh maafkan umat islam,
apatah lagi kite,sebagai umat islam yang selalu buat slh pada
tuhan s.w.t..."
(am i saying this ol loud,omg!)
reminds me when im still young in madrasah sey!
well,everyone make mistakes..and we should learn to forgive and forget..(ok,i dont forget that easily!!)hehe..so long u learn frm it..and it takes a whole lot of a courage for someone to admit to it!!
*sobsobsob*
, 3/28/2008 08:40:00 PM
am now at my dad's crib again....checking my friendster n stuffs,kinda tired actually.
TODAY was a disastrous day!!argh!!
woke up late,was suppose to wake up around 7am..but,i doze off again..
had an appointment with my ex-schoolmates at 1pm,n i woke up like around 12.45pm!wtf!
the best part was,ayu called my home,and my mom answered and told ayu that i was sleeping..
And all ayu could do was to say,"oh,dier tido ekh cik??,tkpe,terima kasih.."wth!!
the least she could do was to as my mom to wake me up..selengeh sak ayu!!!
went to meet ayu,saidatul,ella n syah under ella's crib...n as usual,erni was late again..
she said she was going to be abit late..but,when we called her,she was still at home!
it was so humid,that we just went to our ex-secondary school to take our testimonial..
but,upon reaching at the gate there..all of us were being stopped by the security guard,and we were told that we cant enter the premises because we were wearing slippers and sandals..
we can only enter if we wear shoes!i mean we were like damn mad..i called my ex form teacher
and said that we could not enter the school,and he suggested that we go back home
and change to shoe..and some of us were like staying far,and all he could say was
"too bad lor!!"that mr chee is so chee bai!!
well,we did enter the school,i had to wear ella dad's shoe!!and the shoe was so small!!
and i had to walk like an idiot!!damn it..
we took our testimonial..and it turns out to be great!MT TESTIMONIAL
WAS GREAT!!
after that,we sat in the school and met some of our teachers..n we became camwhores!!
i loiike!!we went to ella's crib to lepak and to catch up..its been since i meet them!
really misses them alot!!
*hugs n kisses!!*
Thursday, March 27, 2008, 3/27/2008 03:28:00 PM
AP FAMILY...
I MISS YOU GUYS ALOT!!!!!!
"we were together since the day we swear we will stay as a
family no matter what happened..and to those who tries
to break us apart,we will stand together to defeat them.."
that's when we say"bila2 * * * * *!!" and "bila2 hidup mati melayu!!"
this is only some part of us,there's some whu cant make it!
us in lan's room making it our day!
my bestfren!lan..i look fat!
ap family is wat we are..dumbass is wat we see
ap family raye outing '07..
kiki(joker),man(joker),lan(joker),dydy(joker)
and we rawk!!
man,dydy,kiki..
a favourite place to chill near ap if its raining
at times,we do look like mat & minah rep..but,we're no devils!
once a family,always a family..tho' we're apart,the bond n the memories
ill cherish them..
to my dearest ap family..people often mistook us as those typical mat & minah rep,but we know ourself that we arent..we always got into fights
and people kept on searching for us,thinking we're in a gang..
at times we do say "wakanabeb!" n bila2 hidup mati melayu!!"
when one falls,together we fall,
we did birthday pit,chalet,went out together alot of times
be it cheering for our dance grp,fights,shopping n everything...
and i still remember the two days..after i finished my last paper for my 'n'
level n passing my 'n' level..u guys bought liqour n beers to celebrate for me.
tho' it was not a healthy thing to celebrate,i still remember some of us get drunk..especially lan..haha..drinking to the fullest for me..
you thought i was getting drunk,bt i was not,i could still control myself..
WAKAKAKAKA!arghh!im crying!*boohoo to myself for being such a
CRY BABY!! :(
nw,only hatred,sadness n pretenders i can see frm every single of us..
everyone's changed,including myself i guess...bt watever isit..
"once a family,always a family"...
*i love and misses u guys alot!!*
, 3/27/2008 10:35:00 AM
after the finals,we didnt won..but a great learning experience tho'!
shopping for our finals!!!
being sexy n cute is our forte!!wakakaka!
the dancers ft. rappers ft. supporters..(sorry guys,we know we rock n u didnt!!)wakakakaka
the 6 DYLIMARCELLERS,we bombed the staged!!
we rock it,we improved n that's when issac said"go,guys!!"
we'hv bn invited to perform!cool!tho' we fight alot,the bond is strong!
it was the most retard dance..wakakakaka!a stupid last minute to do!
me and nurul!!same mother diff,dad!!haha
outta' reach07!with atiq not in the pic..
the very first competition,n we got 3rd!n we grow...
the very first performance! and we said"we sucks alot" (ok,kidding) credits goes to NURUL!!!THANKS NURUL!
arghh!!i really miss dancing!!!its been about 3months i have not been dacing with those idiots!!!!wakakakaka!i miss them,dancing,and ap family...
i miss you guys alot..miss dancing badly,been dancing in clubs but the feeling wasnt the same
as dancing in a group...
we had to be apart for afew months,and i know once you guys are done for ur o's and n's,
we'll make a comeback!!!!
miss those every single bits of our laughter,madness,insanity,camwhoring,idiotic
everything in every single of dylimarcell family!!!
*hugs n kisses*
, 3/27/2008 09:41:00 AM
am now at ma dad's crib in wlds...well,the past three days was quite fun actually...monday,went to meet my extended family,then FINALLY i made a new ezlink!!!but not my IC!hahaz....then,we went to wlds interchange to bought something and then we played pool!!its been since i played pool!!n i kinda sucks at it for the whole game..the last tyme i played pool was wen i was in sec 2 or 3??nvm about that,went to have our dinner..and the best part was i met my abg fathul at sunplaza!its been since i met hiim...really miss my abg! :)
me and abg fathul!
and guess wat..abg brought along that slut along!arghh!!!i hate women being so rude to their guy!!she's a control freak!!!but,tho' she's slut,and that's a fact!but,on the other hand,she's a good listener..hahaz..what she talked,really did made sense!!and you know what,i wouldnt let someone just crush my soul just like that and be defeated..should really get up on my two feet and be strong again even if i know i miss that person badly!but anyway,we went back around 3plus,it was early..credits goes to me.!!wakakakaka!tues,kakak nana woke up late!and she misses her 1st iinterview,and had nas to go to her house to wake her up before 7pm..come on!hahaz..had an appointment with mr edward,my ex manager in a club..while waiting for edward to come..our heart was beating so fast!!and the interest thing part is,he likes our proposal!!he will give us the answer by end of this week!he had to discuss with mr marco!hopefully,everything will turn ok!!!if marco agrees,then its a confirm we're are making a underage party at b:one!!n BY DEFINITION is the resident band there!!really miss by definition and the staffs at b:one!! and after that we played pool again at lucky plaza!!!n i dun sucks at it anymore!!
Sunday, March 23, 2008, 3/23/2008 07:37:00 PM
I TOLD THAT IM COOL WITH IT!!BUT TO TELL THE TRUTH..IM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!STRANGERS OR ENEMY IS WAT U WANT ISIT?
hmm...im having an appointment with my ex manager at b:one with kakak and naz this tues...planned to organise a underage party!!it was soo stressfull to think of the proposal n how to make the party a HIT!!!had to crack my minds as to think which idea is the best...if edward agrees with the plan..then i have to really do alot of survey...!mind u,its an exclusive club..and there's BY DEFINITION as our resident band..well,talking about b:one n by definition...i really miss them alots!!miss working there n looking at the insanity that every staffs bring evryday...haiz..seriously,hw much i got myself busy with...i cant keep on lying to myself that im ok!!!IM EMOTIONALLY HURT!!!and i hate this feeling..why on earth i got myself entangled with loves!!when,everything's going to be ok..met this someone n felt the love back..i thought that person was the one..i don't know why,but there's something in that person which made me fall in love again...maybe there's a sparkles in that someone..n when i guess,evrything is going to ok,n i have just to wait for the person to tell me..it became nightmare..that someone told me that the person is acually attached!!i mean,what the fcuk??!!by,thinking back again..everyone makes mistakes..n to top it all,we are now like complete strangers or enemies!!why cant we just be friends?haiz..but..im cool u know!!haha
the week for has been rather unkind for me...lost my ic and my ezlink..and its hard for me to go out actually...went out on monday with my godsis to lower seletar reservoir to have an ease of mind..bought some "booster" to drink to our sorrows,and its been awhile since i stopped drinking when life seems too fcuked up for me..sat the reservoir until late morning,before continue drinking while otw back hme..tues went to ida's workplace near cuppage road with dydy,malik n kakak..as usual,we got some free jugs!!!!haha..i loike..its a hindi pub actually.thought i was going to be bored there..but it seems i actually enjoyed my night alot!but the chronic part was,the staffs sabotage our drinks!!they actually put extra amount of liqour in the drink..but,unfortunately,i got abit drunk!!DAMN IT!went to cuppage road again on thurs and again..we drink to the fullest!!bluex!!but there's a part that i forgot tELL..the dancers there are DAMN SUPERB!!!!!especially,fifie..!she really make me horny man...wakakakaka!!!everytime,i went there,i could just feel that eyes were watching me..especially the dancers n the mean girls..i don't know why.until i decided to give FIFIE tips!!i put the cash on my lips,n played around with fifie for awhile..but guess wat she asked.."MATAAIR TAK MARAH PE???"..then,i was dumbstruck..n i told her "KAKAK LAH!!!!!!"n she smiled n took the tips from me..now,i now why eyes were looking at me when i first got there..the mean girls are too afraid to approached me as they thought i and kakak were an item!!!wtf??!!!!wakakakaka!!
my very first entry of the blog ever since i deleted my other blog....well,i wont write much for nw as im too busy in ma life...so,i'll update when i log in again..